Gay for the Gay God's manga / #Dark(205)

camping here reluctantly bc i sense good quality smut but also that tragedy tag... on ch 6 edit: oooh shit this was good but i wish azure realized he had broken his "bride" and was thus the reason he was withering lmao have some fuckin penance or something

finished ch 81 this is an incredibly good portrayal of trauma, asexuality, poly relationships, and many other things. becoming sex-obsessed after sex-based trauma is so relatable; i got sexualized way too early and at some point started clinging to everything about sex (even if i've never had it) because then maybe i could feel normal. maybe then what happened was normal. it takes over your life. if i wasn't simultaneously also repulsed and terrified of sex, would i have fallen into Woo's shoes? i don't know. I want side stories. I want to see what happened after Woo saw Nayeol. The ending is open. Did he somehow reconcile with Bonguk and Sujo?

finished ch 57 good but the first emperor gets up to some fucked up things (i mean current emperor does too but it's not the same) and you really need to be prepared for some killing stalking shit

oh no i'm crying i'm on a call with my friends and trying to sob silently so i don't accidentally alert them to me reading doomed yaoi oh no

finished ch 6 jesus christ that's a bit too far for me