Komorebi's manga / #psychological(5)

First I need to read this after "Don't Stay Gold". This is really a sad story. Yashiro turned to be like that because of the horrible things he suffered when he was just a child. He was rapped and we can see that his parents don't care much about him. And just like that he started to like to suffer physically. He became a masochist. And that was fine until he met Kageyama, this one guy who cared or well had a fetish with his burns. And we see that Yashiro never had a deep relantionship with anyone and people just ignored him. It was a surprise to Yashiro when a random guy starts offering him band aids. And I think he fell in love, for the first time perhaps. But then he suffers, not physically, but because of this unrequited love. And Yashiro knows thats he's lonely, pathetic and disgusting, but hearing that from the person he only has is quite painful and just like that he cries. And he doesn't like that type of pain, because is much more painful than any burn he has. P.S.: And in " Don't Stay Gold" Yashiro still loves Kageyama, although he has that sick obsession in sex and in pain.

At first I was totally convinced this would be a cute story with some cute characters, but I mean... This is an Harada work, so things aren't like that. I was really creeped out when Riku told all those things. The seme (his name was Fuku right?) is an mental ill person. I was sooo creeped out. Chapter 5 was like a bomb in my poor head. With a simple slice of an hair stylist life Harada created this dimension. And I like how the characters are opposites of each other (two hair stylists completely different. One: social and beautiful and another witth less sociable skills and more concentrated in his work). I just wanted this to be less obvious. In the begining we all knew that those two would form a couple. But well I think Harada is a good psychological author to keep an eye.

We gotta love this strange relantionships. I like so much unrequited loves that hurts me gosh. I would like this to have a better development, because I thought it was kinda rushed (the story, but especially the end).