Jaehee I get it now, wow Jaehee has been sad and depressed for most of her life, she participates in extreme BDSM as a way of punishing her self. Repeating the abuse she felt as a child, the abuse she faced as a child has affected her capacity to love and be loved. What a sad story, but Jaehee you have found someone who will love you unconditionally Sulhwa.
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