Sojou No Koi Wa Nido Haneru
Okay this is totally toxic relationship one gay guy is insecure that he is ruining his life and other one fed up with this way of living i thought this relationship seems more dangerous than i thought it would be , as a adult this manga Seema related a lot love is like a punishment a suffering , which is also good line at the end Black hair guy said - " next time you tells me i m no good for you and you are no good for me then i won't come after you since we are getting too old for this now " which is true and it's like open ending he was trying his hardest but relationship insecurity , fear of being replaced by woman or man , desire to follow your heart even if it's against society it seems more dangerous it's bad to read it at night i m crying so much i literally forgot about my surrounding as i was reading it , it's perfect combination of mature and real relationship that seems hard to work out between a gay and straight guy.
Endless World
They really loved each other kido thought is just a burden they don't convey their feelings at all , damn but kido got another dude to get together.
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