sinjin drowning's manga / #suicide(3)

Cocoon of the Heart

Complete | RosyStarling | 2000 released

:( this. this story. wtf it was such a rolllercoaster. i was so scared it wasnt going to have a happy ending. im so glad that it did. I was going to drop it as soon as it said beware sexual assault. LIKEE WHO- I WAS SO SCARED. but i continued reading and thank god nothing happened, it was about to tho. This story was sooo???? i really liked it. like the plot was so hood. It kinda reminds me of 'incidentally living together". Terrence deserves so much. he has wen trough so much since he was a baby. a literal child :(. Im so happy that jeff got character development. I still kind of hate him for how he was at the beggining but he changed, but still. Also the fact that terrence relapsed bc he met jeff again :(. So much stuff happened. also jeff has some anger issues cus like damn IHCBIDNCJDN HE ALWAYS GOT SO MAD AND AT PARTS HE TREATED MY BABY TERRENCE SO BAD. LIKE HE DIDNT UNDERSTAND HOW DEPRESSION WORKED IDK. Also the fcatthat he went out his way to go meet a doctor to help him out :) like yesssss. Im so happy that jeff helped terrence out. Also i like how this story showed parts of depression. like its not just feeling sad. iTs way much more than that. Yk? at times i was also scared bc i was like if terrence depends to much on jeff anf if jeff leaves then terrence will relapse. Like sometimes you cant depend on a person for happines if that makes sense?? like it has to be, of course the person will be ther but. Also i wanna know what happened to the 2 doctors WAHHHHH. I wish this was longer bci feel like it left out some parts. RE-READ THIS AND GOD I DODNT REALIZE HOW MAD THIS MADE ME . Evryone was lowkey toxic in a way. AND THE FUCKING FACT THAT MF IDK. LIKE WHY DOD HE LEAVE AT THE END LIKE OMFGF.

December Rain

Complete | Kimon | 2017 released

gosh this was sad. this is the definition of right person wrong time. that guy K ovbiuosly did it. Also omg the detective with the black hair was so fine but he was lowkey a bitch for ruining the guys live. I wanted to get over this stoey, as in finiah it fats. I liked hows the chpaters were reallty short and got straight to the point. I finally got over it and decided to read it and it wasnt sad i mean i teared up bc i already knew what was going to happen bc of the spoilers on tik tok. Man they went teough so muc. They both goth r@ped by the old guy causing the bald guy to kill him. And the blonde hair dude got falsley accused of murder. I wanted to know what was behind the closed door with the 2 plank woods :(. Probabably something bad but oh weel. ALSO OMG THE DETECTIVE DIED HHBJHBCWDC THE END GOT SO MESSED UP. i hope the grandma dies peacfully, she deserves so much. +sigh+ this was a beautiful story. 9.4/10

At the End of the Road

Complete | Haribo | 2016 released

erm im currently in chapter 17, so i dont really know whats going to happen in the future BUT i can tell that they are both going to fall in love with each other. I dont know im not sure so im not gettting my hopes up grrrrrr. OKKK SOOOO i just finished. It really wasnt what i expected but since it was the persons first time ill et it slide. I was lowkey kinda confused during the whole thing like erm????? but it was pretty cute. Like all the teasing and shit. Im also glad there wasnt a lot of erm $3x scenes but yeah. JUST REREAD and it was so good, Igs the first time I read it, I wasn’t paying attention. BUT IT WAS GOOD. also I saw a comment saying how they just regarded the guys past life which was true bc ?? he literally got r@p3d and nobody paid attention?? they all watched it happen. and the plot was good but it was also??!! like the guy went trough so much but everyone just ignored it and also that min woojin guy?? idk. but yeah I enjoyed this it was pretty good. But everyone was so twisted ? and the fact that everyone got abused as kids :( GIRLL I DO WISH IT WAS LONGER??? bc I swear it was longer ?? I wish it was more of them being together , bc it was like the plot built up for them to get together but we only got like 4 chapters of them being together together. also the brother ?? Ik he went trough trauma but he really did all that to his brother ?? anyways yeah 8/10