lovvlai's manga / #sexual abuse(4)

i loved it. it was a bit iffy in the beginning but it was able to pull through. it was not a story about love, it was a story about how a person found himself again after going through hardships in his life...he could never truly run away from the circus..and in the end he seems to be happy and that is all it matters to me. ---that last circus thingy was like his graduation...that is why all those ppl showed up. --he loved his bro, and leo, and then luna. he was weak but he was strong.

guy got recently divorced but re-encounters a guy that has confessed to him back then..knowing his secret, guy threatens/blackmail gay guy to have sex with him...he abuses the guy and eventually ends their relationship by exposing him. truth is, he always denied that he was gay, he wanted to be normal. its cute how he wanted to be taken and plays with his arse.lol

mitsuru is a loyal boyfriend who has been waiting for his 5 year boyfriend, kouichi, for 3 months now..he complains about it to the bartender (shougo) that he frequents to. he finally gets news from his bf but only to find out that kouichi got married. ---kouichi is a very fragile character. he wants to break up but he still has lingering feelings. he wants to forget kouichi..and shougo tries to seduce him. shougo and mitsuru start to date and mitsuru wants to end the relationship with kouichi..but instead, kouichi rapes/abuses mitsuru. mitsuru breaks up with shougo and gets abuse basically all the time. in the end, kouichi let mitsuru go. mitsuru goes after shougo once more. i guess i would say that this is similar to tanaka oretsu's other manga about abuse..even the abuser became an uke.