lovvlai's manga / #erectile dysfunction(2)

i wanted to at some times...this was sad....their feellings...and the reality..

1-3.1. yakuza story. kabu (seme) has a status in the yakuza family and he lives with nirasawa (uke). the story starts with kabu punishing nirasawa (SM play) to find out where a person is but nirasawa wouldn't say anything. he almost killed him but then they found the guy. the war continues between the group as outsiders want to kill kabu and nirasawa who would die for kabu. kabu becomes scared of nirasawa's love and determination and safety. 4. childhood friends reencounter. ever since young, he was used by his friend for many years...and after separating from each other, uke becoomes impotent. but then they reunite again at the hospital and he is being treated by the very guy who caused him ED. ---so it turns out that the seme was sucking him off as to train the guy to not able to live without him? 5. they were kouhai senpai in college..strangers but attracted to one another back then. years later, they met each other again at the same company...and seme makes the same movve of holding his hands during a drinking party. uke is scared of getting hurt so he dont want to fall in love and date. insecure.