lovvlai's manga / #Psychological(33)

1st story is about the daily life of a gay couple. the uke is a materialist who likes shopping for his own things and seme is a man who do not own many things. 2nd story about a man getting over his cousin/brother. he cannot sleep alone because in the past he was abandoned by his parents. he had to live with his uncle and took care of the kid. he moves to the apartment across from their house bc he ended up liking the guy. he hires prostitute to sleep with him.

volume 2.. doctor mihail met the young alex and ran into him with his car. he took kid to hospital and become curious about the kid. the kid's father (chris) is a famous pianist who is rising popularity. doctor has interest in classical music and is naturally a fan. 10 years later, he reunite with the family when he saw alex in a shady district where gay people hang out. his son and wife died and he gets pulled into chris and alex's strained relationship. the manga has a lot of things which i feel deserved a more careful analysis and observation. need to reread. -chris didnt know how to love bc he didnt receive it from his father....father of his prob have incestuous feelings for him also...so it is kind of a genetic thing???? -so chris are attracted to pure things...in which he consider himself as dirty. he loves alex....... he wants to kill evryone...he wants to taint pure things. -nishida higashi sensei can make a manga without dialogue and i'd understand everything about the manga...but again, the dialogue between her characters are so fun and teasing (which i love) that makes it her work and interesting. it just gave more depth to chris' character. he has a thing for "pure" people...and want to destroy them. also show his music self...like how he is truly a person who lives for music..just as the painter who loves painting. -i actually think their sex scene was perfect... crazy but good.

6. asako has a stigma---a constitution where he relives the moments of a dead person's experience and thoughts before they died. he works as detective with his partner as they solve cases of murder and deaths.