lovvlai's manga / #Designer(2)

7.5. the uke kurama is gay and fantasizes having sex with a college kouhai kirishima though they have never talk with each other before. he oftengoes to the ocean to supress his desire...little did he know that kirishima has known him since he was in middle school and harbor love for him that has turned into lust. one day, kurama swims in the ocean and kirishima thought he was suiciding. on that stormy night, kirishima forced himself on kurama...kurama's first time made him scared...after that, kurama was kidnapped and forced by a drama club member. this incident left him in the hospital...and disowned by his homophobic father. 3 years later, kirishima becomes a stalker and shut in. while kurama opens up his own brand of clothing. kirishima's transgender sister helps him get a job which led him to meet kurama again. they both reunite and have sex............ ---author is really bad at writing stories.....have all sorts of concepts into one manga..... -wants to have sex but he doesnt want to..honestly the actions reminds me of yondea kous "condradicting, they want to do this but dont want to do that". that qupte explains this manga entirely. -want sex with stranger...kirishima who they are not close with..so he can have a no strings attached..that is why he used him as masturbation material. -so the scene in ch. 3---he has a feeling that if he did it with kirishima..he would want more (gay sex) or fall in love with kirishima. and that scares him...since he only thought of doing it once and then stop being gay. -if he did it with kirishima, he knew he wouldnt stop being gay. -lets get it straight, kurama is someone who loves sex. actually both of them do. his "fear" was falling in love with kirishima. cd drama gives a different mood...actually make me see the rape scene totally differently.

7. guy is in love with his senpai back in high school. he became a fashion designer just so he can make the person he likes wear them. uke is a model since high school and has past of being in orphanage and forced to do sexual things with his non-biological mother.. seme is obsessed w/ uke.