Hana No Miyako De
why it has to end like this?!? so sad... I can't bear with this.can't stop tearing. sensei,why you have to make me completely into thier relationship and then just cruelly break my heart like this. so cruel. this is the saddest story ever... but yet beautiful and warm too. but i dont like this ending dont just end like this . it's hurt. so painful. and in the end, Motoharu takes all bad fortunes with him and the only great blessing he got he gives it to Akira. damn I cant stop crying TT-TT Sensei, you know,This manga increases the global warming because it makes me waste so much tissue. I even cry(so hard) while taking shower just like heroine in the drama . TT.,TT if only Akira had accepted his feeling since the first time Motoharu confessed to him. they will be able to spend much more time together. damnnnn i already done reading this 10 times. the 1st time i read this manga is while i was listening Rixton's song"whole". and after that, every time i listen to this song i cant help thinking about this manga and then i really cant bear myself to not cry. this song is one of my most fav songs, i really like listening to it but just like i said, every time it makes me cry because of thinking of this manga. i may able to solve this problem just by trying to forget this manga. but i dont wanna,too. I really dont wanna forget this manga even a bit. although it's so painful every time i think about it. it still so beautiful and is a precious memory of mine. i really hate Akira's mom (or maybe she isnt his mom? I refer to that old woman that asks Akira about the marriage) can't she see how hurt Akira is? it apears clearly in his eye. you damn stupid and selfish bitch!!!!!
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