A Fujoshi Bitch's manga / #Drama(35)

Well, i know that it's impossible to have 2 aomine without any exchange but I still really pity the ideal aomine. I even cried for his last word and last smile. thats why robot shouldnt have feeling. it's hurtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt ya knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

why it has to end like this?!? so sad... I can't bear with this.can't stop tearing. sensei,why you have to make me completely into thier relationship and then just cruelly break my heart like this. so cruel. this is the saddest story ever... but yet beautiful and warm too. but i dont like this ending dont just end like this . it's hurt. so painful. and in the end, Motoharu takes all bad fortunes with him and the only great blessing he got he gives it to Akira. damn I cant stop crying TT-TT Sensei, you know,This manga increases the global warming because it makes me waste so much tissue. I even cry(so hard) while taking shower just like heroine in the drama . TT.,TT if only Akira had accepted his feeling since the first time Motoharu confessed to him. they will be able to spend much more time together. damnnnn i already done reading this 10 times. the 1st time i read this manga is while i was listening Rixton's song"whole". and after that, every time i listen to this song i cant help thinking about this manga and then i really cant bear myself to not cry. this song is one of my most fav songs, i really like listening to it but just like i said, every time it makes me cry because of thinking of this manga. i may able to solve this problem just by trying to forget this manga. but i dont wanna,too. I really dont wanna forget this manga even a bit. although it's so painful every time i think about it. it still so beautiful and is a precious memory of mine. i really hate Akira's mom (or maybe she isnt his mom? I refer to that old woman that asks Akira about the marriage) can't she see how hurt Akira is? it apears clearly in his eye. you damn stupid and selfish bitch!!!!!

damn, the chapter 5 and 7 are so sad. really. "why why why" it keeps repeating in my head. i really hope that it will be another story that this love can be a requited love. damnnnnnnnnnn it's so real. but this is a manga and i read manga for refreshing. you dont have to be this real,you knowwwwwwwwwwww??? my real life is already so damn sad enough.please dont make me sadder even when i try to relax by reading a yaoi manga.

so heart warming and adorable. but i confuse about their age. because in the graduation ceremony (ch.3 page74) it said they're 18 but why on the last chapter Kojima said he is 15? and in the begining, weren't they talking about having sex in 15 in too fast. and then Nakahara said his first sex on his 15th was an accident and said like it happened in the past so it means at the time they're talking they're already older than 15. but if they're 18 now, it means they're going to be college students but why they need to buy uniforms? i'm so confused. TT^TT whatever, more than anything else, I really love Nakahara's uncle ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ he's exactly my type!!! so niceeeeeeeeeeeeee and handsome and reliable and dependable. I really do love him. (≧∀≦)