NYXIE's manga / #Past Failure(1)

I remember reading this a couple of years ago, so this is actually my second time, but my current perspective makes the story completely different I can relate to this story on a deep & personal level, the way he didn’t want to remember his past achievements as it only left him with regrets, since it makes him remember the image that he must’ve had of his possible future back then... a future that is now completely out of reach... I know how deep the sadness he feels must be when he feels so cornered by his own past choices and how much easier it is to avert your eyes and cut off your past to avoid the pain caused by remembering.... It was a great work