Ponta's manga / #slice of life(92)

I started sobbing when Jihyun was kneeling and begging Chiwoo's forgiveness. I realized that I relate to Jihyun and his dumb decisions are so f*cking dumb but I understand... He, like me, was abused physically and depraved of affection so he grew up a screw-up. He self-sabotages anything good he got, his relationships, and everything else. Because unconsciously he believes that he is unworthy of them. My and Jihyun's self-image is so warped that it would be close to impossible to do right by ourselves... My heart aches for him and me both.

The ending was nice, I probably read this before so I knew the middle part would be too dramatic/chaotic so I skipped straight to the last three chapters and it was perfect. I love happy endings and drama makes me feel hangry.

I love this a lot BUT the second story was absolute CRAP. The exact opposite of the first loving couple, the second couple was a mistake made out of desperation of the uke. The seme was a total douchebag, a cheating flimsy excuse of a man the kind that just fuxxs anyone given the opportunity! Just no.