Ponta's manga / #delinquent(8)

I started sobbing when Jihyun was kneeling and begging Chiwoo's forgiveness. I realized that I relate to Jihyun and his dumb decisions are so f*cking dumb but I understand... He, like me, was abused physically and depraved of affection so he grew up a screw-up. He self-sabotages anything good he got, his relationships, and everything else. Because unconsciously he believes that he is unworthy of them. My and Jihyun's self-image is so warped that it would be close to impossible to do right by ourselves... My heart aches for him and me both.