Ponta's manga / #School life(101)

I don't get why all the main characters who are male end up choosing/liking the young minors (middle school or high school girls) even though they themselves are much much older (inside). So what if you regressed or reincarnated?! You're still old inside!!! I can never understand that reasoning... I mean can someone mature really fall in love with someone that young for their personality???!!! The answer is obviously NO. I am in my early 30's and if I happen to regress or reincarnate into a kid or someone young, I could NEVER fall for someone who is young and immature even if they're hot! I would like someone closer to my age!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the f is wrong with all these mangakas/ authors writing disgusting SHIT like these??!!! I mean for this character there's literally a successful, gorgeous, mature, and a hot bomb of a woman who is also French, BUT he likes the high schooler???!!!!!!!! BARF!!!!!!!

I started sobbing when Jihyun was kneeling and begging Chiwoo's forgiveness. I realized that I relate to Jihyun and his dumb decisions are so f*cking dumb but I understand... He, like me, was abused physically and depraved of affection so he grew up a screw-up. He self-sabotages anything good he got, his relationships, and everything else. Because unconsciously he believes that he is unworthy of them. My and Jihyun's self-image is so warped that it would be close to impossible to do right by ourselves... My heart aches for him and me both.

I love this a lot BUT the second story was absolute CRAP. The exact opposite of the first loving couple, the second couple was a mistake made out of desperation of the uke. The seme was a total douchebag, a cheating flimsy excuse of a man the kind that just fuxxs anyone given the opportunity! Just no.

Dropped. Toxic gay relationship is a no for me.