mewmewgupgup's manga / #Abusive ex(3)

May Belongs to Me

Complete | cereal, Gaesalgu | 2000 released

May, homeless and jobless 27-yera old who meets anyone he likes and sleeps around. Until he met this Ha Sungjae, an abusive ex-lover, he decided to end things one time when suddenly, someone from a bar, took him by force and even beatened Sungjae half-to-death. It turned out, that guy was Shin Jooin. He was held captive and got a leash on his neck, bcs Jooin was scared he might ran away again. May was confused and can't remember who this guy was. What's the reason why he captured May by force? Does he like him? Until one day, it hims him that Shin was his childhood friend, Jooin who once owns a cat named Shadow, but Jooin names it "May" same as him. The story behind that cat, it was originally May's, it was named Shadow. But when he brought it home, his father beats him and threws the cat away. That's why he abandoned the cat, and Jooin was the one who found it. However, May was jealous, because Jooin was always attentive and only cares about Shadow. So, one day, he made the cat ran away, and the next thing they knew, Jooin was crying bcs Shadow/May was found dead on the streets. May swore to Jooin, that even though the cat is now gone, he'll be a replacement. And he was the one who actually put the leach/collar on his own neck. That's why when they grow up, Jooin was left with the last impression of knowing May becoming his replacement for May (the cat). During May's captive moments, there was one cat (gigi) came to their house and Jooin's attention was again on the cat, and that made him made and jealous again so he ask to take away the leash because he doesn't want to be just treated like a cat. One night, he made an escape, and crashed into Pyoin (his friend's house) and found out they were looking for him, as well as Youngjin (May's flirty ons) and fast forward, Jooin dig information regarding May's exes and even wiretapped Youngjin to listen to their conversations regarding where he can look for May. But May beats him to it, and realizes he has feelings for Jooin. That he admitted to himself, he was the one who likes the idea of putting the colloar on his own neck and even eating cat treats, bcs that what he promised Jooin before. And they went home and be tgt ^^ Proscons : This story got me in the first HALF. I really thought it's a psychological bl story AGAIN (yes pyschological > love) it's always these kind of stories. But then again, it's a re-encounter story between a two childhood friends and a cat ^^ So it's okay! Sick sick. Literally sick lol i mean they're both messed up. Jooin being obsessed and did some crazy acts just to get May and May who just sleeps with anyone he met and is jobless/homeless, who has a bad past ex ons and abusive father. I'm kinda relieved and happy that they met each other again! And they need each other to fix their faults and become eo's inspiration! :3 HOPING FOR SEASON 2. I want to know if May will study or look for a job, and I want to see a supportive Jooin this time huhuh. Bcs he has that aura/feels that he'll do anything (even kill;;;;;;) for May to be happy UwU

Crash Into Me

Complete | Re-run | 2019 released
2021-03-12 05:36 marked

condo mates turned to lovers abusive ex / rape brother of ex got into accident ex abused and used him for that guilt Hyesung and Seungchan were both living in the same condo building but different rooms. Seungchan met Hyesung at a very weird set up. He would always hear erotic and lewd moanings from up there (HS room) and he immediately thought he was getting ripped every night. One day, HS was about to jump from the window, but SC was there to stop him. There he saw HS's beautiful face and he was flustered immediately. The next day, he went out and saw HS, however, behind that face has painful marks and scars. SC was late at home but he insisted to put an ointment on HS's scars first. There they talked about the shennanigans and the reasons of those moans. HS confessed and even provoked SC that he was having sex with a man. HS has a condomate, Jinhyuk, and SC found he was hurting HS so he rescued HS. HS told him that he doesn't want SC to be involved with his business and even confessed that he's a sex addict. SC took his challenge and they had sex. After they had sex, they admitted to both like it and had a deal to be fuck buddies, no emotional feelings involved. So, they always meet up, eat lunch or dinner together, and had sex casually. In between Seungchan, he can't seem to say no with Jinhyuk. They would also have sex, just beause JH forced him to do it. But for real, he wants to end things with JH. There were some days that they haven't talked for so long and SC kept on wondering if he's only a fuck buddy for HS. He even asked himself if he likes the guy because he can't seem to stop thinking about HY's face. After some days, HS finally show himself up in front of SC's dorm and they did have sex again. This time, with SC finally confessing that he likes HS not just for sex. However, as for HS, he kept on thinking about his past. He was ghosted by his first love and even called him disgusting just bcs he likes a man. That's why he was being reserved and drew a line between him and SC. So after that conversation, they didn't talk much. SC distanced himself away from HS first, to think. HS is a novel writer. And he has a publisher. This publisher helps him with his book and get it known, but an exchange for sex. They were doing it, however, HS wasn't feeling it. For the first time, he rejected his publisher and said no for sex. He kept on thinking about SC. He then felt weird. Does he have feelings for SC? So when they met again, he finally realized that he can no longer go on without SC. He felt the warmth and safety when he's with SC. He finally said that to him. After their feelings were said and mutual, they would casually go to dates like a normal couple. But one day, SC wanted to go the beach and take HS to watch the sunset beside the sea. He went and left HS for a while, to get drinks, but when he came back, HS collapsed and so they went home. (The reason why HS collapsed was because of his attempt to suicide and drowned himself. JH was there and pulled him up from the sea and saved him, that's why JH felt this pride overcoming him that HS should feel thankful, sorry and owe it up to him, his life.) When they were about to go home from beach, they collided with JH. JH was about to tell SC "THAT" (HS's past with JH's brother) but, HS beats him up to it and told SC that their set up is finally over. He doesn't want SC to know, he might leave and the past might happened again. So, he was the one who said goodbye first to SC. And he regretted it. They didn't see each other for quite a long time after that. But when they did meet, they finally came to a mutual understanding, where they can't live without each other. HS went at JH's older brother's death anniversary. Turns out that, he died because of HS. *Flashback they were close friends back in highschool, they would always go to TH house to study together. JH happen to realize their weird relationship, and called them "disgusting" So one time, Th was about to know HS secret that he likes him, HS ran away , but TH chased after him. They were bickering on the road, HS was stubborn, and didn't see there was a car approaching him. TH pushed him away and got hit by the car instead. (This was also the reason why JH kept on punishing HS for it. His brother died because of him , so as a punishment, he will have sex with him and "own" him) that's why HS tried to runaway and attempt suicide bcs he doesn't want to be treated like that anymore. He was scared and wasn't able to say no to JH, until he met SC. HS became jealous one time with SC's new subordinate. So one time, when SC was talking with him on the phone, he sucked SC's dick and they had sex, with HS feeling jealous, he marked SC all over his body with hickeys LOL After some days, HS realized he wanted to live with SC. ANd so they moved together. HS was packing up and organizing his things when suddenly, JH came inside his room and raped him. **** Good thing, SC found him and punched JH hard in the face, they reported him to the police as a rapist and got jailed. HS got serious injuries and was taken to the hospital. After what happened, they went back to SC's parents' vacation house for the 2nd time just for a breather. After that, they went back to their normal lives. SC got a business trip and then HS kept going to his Physical Therapy test. After a week they missed each other so mucchhhh and lived happily ever aftaaaa <3

Body Complex

Complete | Dell Studio,Reck | 2019 released

Body Complex review Shin Jaehyun - an aspiring pianist once went viral bcs of his piano performance and Kang Minwoo, takes him under his wing. He promised JH he'll feed him, support his dreams and even take him to Germany to be a well-known pianist. However, Kang MW, a married man, is a pyschopath and manipulative jerk who takes advantage of JH's weaknesses and use his body just for his pervert acts. He doesn't care about JH's feelings at all. One day, Kang Seojin, performed and copied JH's version of Chopin and they were on bickering terms. Until one day, SJ decided to live with his father, yes, KMH. He's his illegitimate son. When he barged in he saw that JH and MW having sex and think that it was the perfect time to take revenge and take away JH from him. JH and SJ became close, even though still at a bickering level, they had sex when MW is not present. Not afraid that they'll get caught, because they have come to a deal wherein they planned to take revenge on MW. They will take MW down tgt. Along with the chairwoman, Mrs. Song, which is KMW's "wife", who's also planning to drag him down. One day, KMW knew JH and SJ were fucking and he became angry at the thought that they were stabbing him in the back. He punished JH, and did things that JH didn't want and non-con. He really was convinced, that, MW doesn't feel anything about him at all. Until one day, there's a competition, JH and MW was lined up to have a duet performance, before they even get to perform, a video was shown in front of the audience, where there's JH on the table with KMW fucking him. It was, Mrs. Song's plan in the very beginning. When JH and KMW saw it, they immediately run away and bicker while so. JH was pushed and there was a car accidentally hit him, and he was taken to the hospital. They said his limbs were damaged and he won't be able to play the piano like before but it's good that his vitals are fine and there was no major problems. When he woke up, he suddenly realized where he is and ran away. KSJ talked to Mrs. Song, to take responsible of looking for SH, since it was also her fault that SH was caught up on that video. So Mrs. Song promise to take them both to Germany after they found SH. And so they did, SJ went looking for him, and decided to live tgt forever. End Rate: 6/10 Pros: IS IT BAD FOR ME TO THINK THAT MW (the father) is HOTTER than HIS SON? I mean, fuck me daddy ;;;;;; But kidding aside, smut scenes are lewd and sick. I only like how considerate of KSJ to accept and love JH even after knowing he was once his father's sex buddy. I mean that's awkward. And JH used him for revenge and totally used him just for his body. I like his persuasiveness. I think he really came to like SH despite all of his flaws. Cons: TW there's a bit non-con / bdsm stuff which I don't like. I hate that part of KMW wherein he just do whatever he likes even tho SJ doesn't enjoy it. His body IS A WONDERLAND but he's a total PSYCHO. I also hate that part wherein it's messed up. Who the fuck took that video wherein KMW waas fucking JH over the table??! It was Mrs. Song plan, but, KSJ was the one who saw them peeking inside the door??? Was it already his plan to take revenge, using JH? Or... I don't know. I don't get the plot really well. That's why it's only 6/10 for me. But, again, I still like they found each other and wanted to fix everything that happened and start a new life together. Wanting to have s2!!!