Thank god i finished it, i genuinely thought i was gonna drop it cause it was making me feel depressed and so much pain, seeing 2 broken people fall in love just isnt my cup of tea, there was so much pain that i forgot about enjoyment, we have jungwoo (i think) the uke who has been at home never coming out since him parent car accident , in that time hes trued to commit suicide 4 times, his only friend and crush decided to move to german with his crush and therefore left his acquaintance to live with him and watch over him, they start getting along have sex to fill the void however junwoo find out why the seme was staying there and took it as pity and felt betrayed, he ended up hurting his friend and the seme however as time goes on the incident is forgotten and the friend opens up about being ill and the seme opens up about his past trauma, things get better for them and then the seme needbto go on another trip to America and hes trying to convince the uke to come with however the uke is only just getting better onky now going out a bit and doesnt feel ready, then the seme opens up about having used the uke as a replacement for his lover that passed away years ago and explains how he also wasnt able to leave his house and only after a letter left by his deceased lover was he able to get out of that state of mind however even then he wasnt better cause he was still lonely and missing him, then he decided to help out the uke after the friend tellls him about the situation, after some time he starts to fall in love and in the end the uke goes to america with him after overcoming that feeling of uselessness and betrayal after hearing about the replacement story from the seme, in the end its shown that they still have their problems but thay are ddaling with them better and actually talk about problems because before (i forgot to mention) the seme would always try avoid talking about problems or feeling in general and replaced all that with having sex
It was really dark and painful, i didnt know how i was gonna get through it, i did cry at one point
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