Otakudesu's manga / #Drama(6)

JUST GET TOGETHER DAMN SHIZU AND HIRAGI HAHAHAHA love u both but damn. I just- This is the one manga i'm so afraid of reading again, i mean there's an incredible amount of pain illustrated in the manga that's a given since i've seen the anime adaptation, there're also funny moments which makes the pain even more painful. I can't help but regret yuki's death, i can't help but want mafuyu to be happy with uenoyama yet miss yuki and always be reminded of him... it's just a mix of so many different emotions i can't possibly verbalize and it all boils down to one feeling, hurt. Damn. This is beautiful, everything about it clearly portrays human emotion and i personally play instruments so i like the band part (also listened and memorized the songs shameless) I'm scared of reading more since it hurts every single time it's like PTSD but shallower HAHAHA (i apologize for the analogy) Needless to say, i'm scared of getting hurt. It applies to everything in my life yet i seem to always be drawn to this manga and get hurt in the end.

Kinda fucked up... the chaining part and the misplaced possessiveness but nonetheless the story was amazing

Into the other guy tho