Soooooo this is impossible for me to rate - I'm fucked up so I like to read messed up relationships sometimes and I liked it as a fucked up relationship but that is just a really messed up now with no way out for MC and the ML is not crazy, he's not even human (like, I believe that in a way he loves the MC, but the same way someone loves a toy that you know is strong enough to never break no matter what you do to it if you're fucked up and violent and a psychopath)
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