this is insane like i never noticed omg rereading this made me cry sm wtf i need someone to love and be friends with me like this im so fucking lonelyyyy
zhen xixi is always taking care of jian yi and their love is often so quiet but strong. like when i first read it the way he took care of jian yi was so subtle i didnt rlly pay attention to it but bro. im sobbing im crying he cares for jian yi so mcuh. the blowing nose thing makes me wanna ugly cry.
for mo and he tian omg hetian literakly sees mo as this amazing independent capable person like xiao mo is so cool in his eyes, but ofc due to their status, he tians money and grades its sad that mo feels inadequate. PLUS he tian is like the i have so much but i cant even do anything to protect the ppl i love trope its so heartbreaking and im guessing that in the end he'll actually do what his brother does and BECKME what he hates WHICH JS ANOTHER TROPE I FUCKING LOVE
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