chicken_veeng's manga / #bar(5)

i rly liked how the seme actually suffered after he tried to play the uke like he 100% deserved that. even tho the uke took him back it was reasonable to a point bc the seme showed him multiple times that his feelings changed (bc karma’s a bitch) and im rly glad there was character development

holy shit i felt all the feelings

listen it was good but like the forceful reconciling with his brother lowkey ruined the whole thing for me bc i literally hate when ppl or authors force making up with blood relatives just bc they’re blood. like bruh no, they didn’t actually love each other like brothers, my man literally RAPED HIM FOR YEARS even if the ule “liked it” he was literally just doing it to get the older brother’s approval and just wanted to be loved, like bro was not enjoying a second of that and u can see that when our main mc seme is having sex w him, just slightly more dominating than usual and he literally starts shaking into a panic attack and calls him brother. LIKE MY MAN IS TRAUMATIZED. u don’t get over than in 1 day, let alone 5 mins like sorry was not enough from the brother and for how much he tortured him, he rly had a lot of self awerness of what he was doing but easily gave up and they were besties. i think thats mainly the mangaka’s fault tho bc there’s not way he had that much self awareness that most ppl don’t after years of therapy and theres no way he knew all that and still acted tbe shitty way he did