chicken_veeng's manga / #Possessive lover(92)

i rly like the ppl but i don’t like the rape at the beginning. the overall of it is good tho and they’re cute

THIS SHT IS FUKING AMAZING. THE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN THE LEADS PLUS THE ACTUAL GOOD PLOT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND PLOT TWISTS IM LIVING FOR ALL OF IT. between the two leads i love their whole dynamic of them being enemies but the line for that slowly blurred and they stared having sex and then having feelings for each other. the author made it so amazing how they transferred from rivals to kinda fiends and fooling around to falling in love and being each others only family/person they held dear. ik a lot of stories do a horrible job at that and the feelings come from no where but omg this story does an amazing job at it and i can't wait to see more. i also love all the emotions the mcs go through. the happiness, the rage, them falling in love, them feeling betrayed, their regret. their emotions are depicted so well and detailed its insane. especially in chp. 38 i think, when haon is saying how he regrets surviving (as a fair point, he didn't actually mean it and he was being drugged BUT) and the way it's depicted in drawings and words in that chapter is mind-blowing and idk if i'll ever see a better depiction of regret ever. the way he feels that every death that has happened after he 'died' was his fault bc it was to avenge him and that he knows he didn't directly cause those deaths but still feels that they weigh him down and eat him alive from the inside. that even tho he feels that deep regret and guilt, he still will that that hand that gon reaches out to him every time without hesitation. even through all that emotion he still can't help but trust and love the one person he holds dear. and his saying no that he didn't forgive gon for those deaths but that he doesn't forgive himself for living to see it. it's so sad and human that even in all of this he doesn't see gon as a bad person and even after killing so many people he can only blame himself. which is so sad yet realistic. i truly never wish he saw himself like that bc it's so sad to see but what was even more sad was how i could relate to him in a way. that scene was almost like a depiction of any sort of thing that causes one guilt and regret and feeling so consumed by it. and even when a person/people reach their hand out to you saying that its alright now and it's ok to move on, you still feel that guilt but take or want to take that hand so bad almost as if asking, "is it ok to move on? is it ok to forgive myself?" and even if that guilt or issue was caused by someone else and they are the reason for your pain, you still can't help but blame yourself. this shit got way more deep and personal than i meant to lmao but moving on from that therapy seasion, this is amazing i love everything abt this webtoon. 100/10 ART STYLE IS ALSO TO DIE FOR