mmem's manga / #yaoi(2398)

c32 finds out he’s a dream demon; c33 lets not meet again; c35 run into each other by chance, refuses to let him go; 39 doesn’t understand why he isn’t angry at him for lying; c40 tries to scare him w tentacles but ends up molesting him lol; c42 kisses him to get him to stay lol; c48 finally explains to him what a dream demon is; c49 realizes he has feelings for him after comparing relationship to cousins relationship w gf; c53 gets drunk, upset uke's avoiding him and end up making out; c57 touches demon form; c58 refuses to eat his dreams bc of his health/not sure if he should confess or not; c60 fortune telling reading on his health; c64 confess & get together, have smex off screen; c67 theme park date; c68 Ian’s observation journal; c70 go public; c71 introduces him to his mom; c73 tells him about hs friend he had a falling out w; c76 enters his dream; c77 turns his nightmare into a good dream, possibility of nightmare goes down from 100% to 97%; c78 illness gets worse; c79 dream sucking snake; c80 met each other when they were kids; c81 how snake entered him; c82 forgives him but he still feels guilt; c83 don’t forgive me; c88 meet witch & perform ceremony to return his vitality; c89 his thoughts on relationships before and after he fell in love; c90 witch’s past; c91 rings/run into ex friend who finally starts to get he was delusional; c95 caught in the act by parents, family not sure how to process them dating; c98 them afterwards; Special: cursing demon, keeps reuniting w his reincarnations only for them to die/turns out to be a prequel to main story, their previous life; c101-102 past reincarnations; c104 makes deal to die so he can live;

c16 how he ended unrequited love for crush & became friends w J; c17 tells him his ex was his unrequited love for yrs so now their relationship feels weird; c19 ML makes the first move to make up; c20 talk and make up; c22-23 smex; c26-27 office smex; c28 submits job application; c31-33 bareback Amex; c35-36 failed job interview bc of ML; c39-40 head of planning team 4 promotion; c41 afterwards/friend finds out about them/ML glad he didn’t know MC in college; c42-43 tricks MC into masturbating in front of entranceway; c44-45 smex;

Up to c72 under title Miss You. Seme has just vanished and refused to tell uke what’s going on for some reason and I just don’t understand why. For the angst? To make uke “grow up” more? I just don’t get it and this series is extremely frustrating to read. c78-79 ML sends MC letter explaining his actions; c81 MC confesses to world his car accident/txts ML his reply; c83 5 yrs later; c84 updates on side characters;

Overall I liked it but then characters made dumb decisions about protecting each other by not telling them anything. Uke’s life was at risk but sis and ML decided not to tell him anything. He literally died in his first life bc of this knowing nothing. So dumb. c8 jealous of whoever MC was on the phone w lol; c12 drunk, kisses ML who takes that as permission; c13-14 smex; c15 morning after; c17-18 car smex; c21 realizes ML thinks he’s dating his sis, clears up misunderstanding; c25 stops himself from smexing MC whose sick only for MC to pull down his pants; c26-27 blow job/smex; c30 ML dreams about past w MC/blond idol trying to start things; c31 ML makes sure blond idol catches them smexing; c33 ML reminded he knew MC as a kid; c34 flashback to their childhood; c36 ML & sis being idiots not telling MC the truth; c38 ML talks about his first love/MC decides to trust him when light falls on them; c40 ML leaks truth about his birth, goes searching for MC who left/MC learns truth ML & sis we’re hiding from him; c41 reunite/accident happens;

Raw: c5 realizes he’s the one who confessed to him before