mmem's manga / #using him(3)

c9 learns the full truth; c15 tries to kill himself w poison; c17 revenge doesn’t suit him so he gives up/refuses to kill himself; c19 you’re mine/smex; c20p17 I like you; c31p23 finds out he was sold as a sex slave; c32p22 reunion; c34p6 learns he wasn’t betrayed this time; c34p18 wish they’d started differently/be my lover; c35p12 king’s marriage decided for him; c37p20 you’re mine; c38p12 king learns men can have sex; c40p11/c41p4 side cp; c42p12 worried more for Igen then bro; c43p4 poisoned by treats; c44p5/19 dreams of dead family/Igen does not react well; c45 smex; c45p20 side cp; c46p6 why he won’t go see him; c46p15 side cp; c46p21 Kansan be more worried about his relationship w Igen than his bro; c48p3 won’t let anyone take you away; c48p10 queen mothers plan for king; c48p16 can’t leave him; c49p10/c50p4 side cp; c49p17 side cp?/visiting bro in prison; c51-52p14/p33/p40/p49 why he never told him he loves him/side cp/anxiety/side cp; c53p3 side cp; c53p6 turns out she was his lost sis not a future love interest?; c53p7 side cp; c54 side cp; c55p14 should’ve stayed awake; c56p13 side cp?; c57/c58p15 coma; c59 3 yrs passed when he finally wakes up from coma; c60; c61p19 side cp? got married; c62 side cp; c64p6 you should see other pple lol; c64p22 side cp b

c80 car crash; 87-88 communicate/actually look like they’re enjoying smex; Something about this story makes me feel depressed/melancholy. Really feels like the ML isn’t that interested in him, but maybe that’s because of the ML’s dead eyes lol, maybe he’s too understated with his emotions, or maybe it’s because the MC constantly says it hurts while having smex?