mmem's manga / #guilt(20)

Up to c72 under title Miss You. Seme has just vanished and refused to tell uke what’s going on for some reason and I just don’t understand why. For the angst? To make uke “grow up” more? I just don’t get it and this series is extremely frustrating to read. c78-79 ML sends MC letter explaining his actions; c81 MC confesses to world his car accident/txts ML his reply; c83 5 yrs later; c84 updates on side characters;

c7-8 flashback of J getting shot & club room burning twice; c10 flashback to construction case (kid ML?);

c9 jerk off together in shower; c10 feels guilty/ML opens door & realizes MC hasn’t touched sis’s things in 5 yrs; c11 MC upset ML cleaned out room of sis’s stuff, ML says he’s going back to UK; c12 make out/stops ML from leaving/ML confesses he likes a guy; c14 ML confesses; c15 ML says he’ll move on if MC sleeps w him; c16-18 smex; c21 smex while ML’s sick/MC reminded ML’s his bro in law & feels guilty; c22 MC goes on blind date; c23 ML sabatoges blind date; c24 tells ML he likes him/caught by parents?; c25 ML accept into graduate school MC teaches at/plan to keep relationship secret till ML graduates; c26 MC & ML talk about him dating someone/smex; c27 gets car windows tinted lol; c37 smex;