mmem's manga / #c41-(9)

c80 car crash; 87-88 communicate/actually look like they’re enjoying smex; Something about this story makes me feel depressed/melancholy. Really feels like the ML isn’t that interested in him, but maybe that’s because of the ML’s dead eyes lol, maybe he’s too understated with his emotions, or maybe it’s because the MC constantly says it hurts while having smex?

c17 confrontation w ex (u didn’t even notice I’d blocked you); c19 distance/confesses; c22 true first meeting; c28 refuses to let him touch his front; c31 finally talk; c32 finally touches the front but still have a long way to go to fix issue; c36-38 how MC met Yumin; c41 meets dad;

I can’t put my finger on why but something about the Mc bothers me c26 learns he neutralizes mana;

c40 seme confesses; c41 agrees to date and decides not to clear up misunderstanding that he liked him from the start;

c11 reach city; c16 learns how other r’s treat their heroes & doesn’t know the right answer; c17 observations about other heroes; c19 investigating ML’s identity/shadow demons escape dungeon; c21-22 bands together other r/ML unlocks leadership skill/despair; c23 ML’s thoughts on situation; c25 needs to get a new hero to increase combat strength; c27 what happens to heroes who aren’t used?; c29 what happens to heroes who are abandoned answered; c30 MC agonizes over situation; c31 summons hero; c32 new hero being a bitch, gets talked back by ML;