mmem's manga / #-c30(4)

v1-2 stalker, raped, kidnapping, cuts off his arms & legs & escapes, time skip, keeps him as her dog; v3+ married to normal guy who seems weirdly cool w her keeping first guy as her dog;

Up to c72 under title Miss You. Seme has just vanished and refused to tell uke what’s going on for some reason and I just don’t understand why. For the angst? To make uke “grow up” more? I just don’t get it and this series is extremely frustrating to read. c78-79 ML sends MC letter explaining his actions; c81 MC confesses to world his car accident/txts ML his reply; c83 5 yrs later; c84 updates on side characters;