Anisama's manga / #Heartbreaking(6)

Koinegau Horizonte

Complete | SEINA Anji | 2016 released

Idk why but this story reminds me of K. I knew it. Everyone in the class knew it. But he never confessed officially or anything. I rejected him anyway and to top it off I was so mean to him.I am a bad person it's for sure. I moved away, I had dreams. Years later I found out from a friend that he got really depressed and didn't even finish college and hanged himself. I am probably not to blame but I can't help but think my meanness was part of the cause for his depression. They leave us too soon. We are left behind stuck in their memories unable to move on from them in our own tiny bubble of hell that puts us down everytime something good happens I get happy that life is good but that bubble comes up reminding me how I don't deserve it because I ruined someone else's life even though it's probably not true. Everytime I said something mean he would look down and smile. I could see the hurt I was a broken person and I had a compulsion in me to keep being mean it made me feel better. I hate myself. I keep remembering his hurtful smile it haunts me.

Hana No Miyako De

Complete | takarai rihito | 2000 released
2022-02-04 09:29 marked

Makotoshiyaka ni Mau Hana wa

Complete | tsukahara saki | 2019 released

With the Russian Ukrainian war going on and out future foggy this story hits so different. I cried so much

Jazz for two

Complete | Clarju | 2000 released

It was so fluffy then turned into a real tearjerker after the plot twist didn't it? Man I couldn't stop crying since and that " play me" was the final nail I bawled my eyes out mahn. I'd watch the shit out of this if it gets turned into live action. There is potential. Ah taejun's spirit was there he didn't leave he was still looking after his brother ugh I am so sad On a different note not eating for almost two days and crying your eyes out I feel that i bet sex felt good after that shorty