❀'s manga / #slow to sex(156)

wow loved this story a lot, though was put off by the cover for a long time. really lives up to its fame. seme is 22 and uke is like 36. seme is super broke and needs cash. as he's wandering around at night trying to find a job, he comes across a gay rent boy place thing. he's standing there looking at it and uke approaches asking if he's an employee. at first seme is like wtf but then realizes uke is willing to pay and he's hungry, so he says he works there and takes uke off to a restaurant. uke then pays for his meal and pays for his time and he goes home with 50k yen so he's real pleased. seme and uke continue to meet, going on dates but no sex cuz seme's not into that shit since he's always been straight and uke can kind of sense it. uke is a really meek guy, but seme's the kinda wild type. they go shopping for clothes and seme picks out new outfits to uke. uke also buys seme a bunch of stuff and gives him money for his time. this goes on until seme kinda starts thinking he could fuck uke or something? idk but uke goes away on vacation for a bit and seme is totally mad and jealous he could be with someone else. uke was just alone though and seme in a rage brings uke to a hotel and kinda forces uke to have sex??? but he only fingers uke. uke looks kinda happy but kinda reluctant and i can't read his expressions well. idk if he thinks he doesn't deserve it or something idk but he's obviously uncomfy. after that when they meet up they also end up having sex, from just touching to straight up real sex cuz seme's been getting hard while fingering uke. and seme is really starting to like uke and giving uke discounts when they meet. eventually he's like they should just date and he'll move in with uke and it'll be for free and he's going to get a real job. uke is happy and confesses and everything seems great. but fucking next day seme is out with his friends at night drinking and partying. when he sees the sunrise in the morning, he sends a pic to uke and uke can't help but pick up and see. seme calls him cuz he sees uke read it so early in the morning and uke confesses he's about to commit suicide. all the money he had given seme was his life savings and he had no more money. seme tries to talk him down but uke has been determined for a long time and jumps. fucking crashes 11 stories and survives somehow after dropping on top of a car.... fast forward half a year, uke comes out of the hospital and goes to stay with his aunt and uncle a bit. he happens to see seme and they have a talk. uke says he's probably going to the countryside to help his granduncle with farming cuz he's got nothing in the city anymore. seme is reluctant to let him go but uke's made up his mind and does it anyway. honestly uke is all meek and shit but he's pretty selfish too... we think seme's playing him but in the latter half he has seme around his pinky as he does his own stuff. well makes sense he needs some time to heal physically and mentally though. anyway, 5 years later seme has started working as a programming intern at a small company with friends. he gets called by uke to meet up and he goes. uke says he's just in town for a day and thought he wanted to meet seme cuz he couldn't forget him. he tried but still kept remembering when he saw the beautiful sky and stuff idk so when he came to the city he called seme up. seme is happy to see uke and agrees to date, though joked he has a bf now lol. anyway, super cute to see balance in their power dynamic. after that they go to a hotel and just spend time together before uke needs to go back to the farm. honestly super great story with exceptional depth of plot for a bl manga.

this was super cute!! kuudere uke and superior seme. uke can see spirits cuz grew up in a temple. he sees something haunting seme and helps him purify a bit all the time. one night seme's staying over cuz uke invited him and wants to purify the spirit for good. seme starts cooking for uke and uke loves the food. at night he gets on top of seme for more skin contact so he can purify seme better. seme wakes up with uke and seme is kinda freaking but thinks uke is so cute. after that they keep eating together and getting closer. one night seme gets drunk and they go to uke's place. uke kisses him to purify him and seme grabs him and kisses more. next morning seme totally regrets what he does and apologizes. uke's fine with it and kisses seme to say they're even now and forget about it. but seme takes it as uke wanting to forget about him and their relationship. misunderstanding angst a bit! they talk it out and make up and get together. then the spirit takes over uke's body and turns out it's a spirit born from seme's ex's anger. they thought he's dead and go to pray at his family grave but turns out he's alive. it was just his angry feelings that created a wraith that was haunting seme. the ex apologizes and all's good. a month later they go all the way and it's cute as usual.

whole story about them finally having sex cuz at first uke is scared by seme's big dick. from fingering to getting advice from seme's cousin about how to clench his ass. and some hot scenes at the end where uke feels pleasure from his ass now lol.

this was pretty cute, but the uke got too much in the side stories. alpha is into beta uke and follows him around and pays him to kiss and meet up. uke is pushing seme away kinda oblivious in a funny intentional way when he probably knows seme is for real. hard to explain. anyway, uke then says he can't kiss ppl he's not dating, so seme starts asking him out. eventually uke agrees after seme chasing after him here and there, but he says only dating in high school. like unable to admit even to himself that he likes seme. so hard to explain this dynamic but it's honestly not bad lol. in uni uke is kinda unbearable like randomly getting mad and shit instead of the expressionless person he was in high school. they have sex for the first time after he makes seme wait until they both graduate from high school. then he's mad seme had sex with other ppl before him......... well w/e in the end it's resolved but kinda unnecessary the whole thing.

honestly amazing story, though their relationship part is a bit hard to understand. like when how they got together and how they spent fucking 3 years in a relationship and basically married without actually being married??? but still never fucking had sex or talked about it even once..........wtf uke is weird in that regard but he did grow up sheltered uke is around 40? and seme around 30 so seme falls in love with uke after they get to know each other a bit, but uke is not interested in relationships or thinks he can't have them so kinda rejects seme. but then finds he doesn't want to be without seme. idk the timeline is weird. but they get together and are happy but there's this whole thing where uke came from a villain family and now his older bro is after him cuz he sold out his family for a normal life as an antique store owner. they fight villains most of the time and at the end finally have sex. this really feels like a western comic with all the diversity here and just the art style.

actually turned out to be a super sweet story!! both are doms, but uke turns out to have sub traits and seme is like super high class SSS dom. uke is an S dom. seme starts working at uke's school as a dom/sub dynamics health counsellor. uke is feeling frustrated doing dom/sub plays in his sex life with hookups. seme can tell and offers to help him solve the issue with some commands. uke is indignant cuz he thinks he's pure dom. but can't deny that seme's commands make him feel really good. honestly not super into this dom/sub universe dynamics thing. after that they go on a cute date where uke realizes he really likes seme for real. then seme kinda loses control of himself as a dom and wants to take uke right there on their date. after that there's some conflict with a dude hating seme and wanting to take revenge on seme by hurting uke. seme thought he was a demon cuz he can dom other doms lol. in the end it's pretty easily resolved and uke is the one who kinda stands up to the dude and gets them out of a bad situation, though seme also helped. seme actually tried to keep distance after he lost control that once and uke says there's no need cuz he can handle seme's commands. but in the end they just have normal sex after finally getting together. great character development i think.

it was okay but kinda boring and slow. some parts not explained well. basically they were high school classmates and now meeting again like 10 years later or something. uke has always liked seme. and apparently seme liked uke too but neither said anything back then. now seme is determined to get with uke and asks for his contact and asks him to meet and stuff. uke is reluctant at first but pretty quickly can't resist seme and goes out with him and stuff. they confess to each other basically drama free and start dating. there's some weird stuff with seme's mom idk what is the relevance to the story......maybe showing how seme has always put on a happy act and can be himself with uke......idk really. and in the end they confront seme's mom and say they will be together forever and they plan to move in together.

tbh i hate the uke. not surprising seeing the author's other work is the hotaru shit. weird slutty evil uke who can't get over himself. seme is too good for him....... written by weird liberal sjw type. whole family is ok seeing them fuck and talk about sex and their friends are ok with it and even seme's young siblings have to see their weird sexual play. weird shit they meet in 3rd grade and seme falls in love with uke right away. uke always rejects him for some fucking reason even though seme confesses all the time and their friends can see uke likes seme too. then in 3rd year middle school, seme is huge and great basketball player while uke is small and weak and not even put on to play. uke falls from stairs and seme saves him and breaks his arm. he can't go to a basketball high school now all cuz of uke. honestly uke was thinking of holding seme back anyway cuz he wanted to be with seme in high school and wouldn't be able to get into seme's basketball high school. author just wrote it like this to make it seem like nobody is a bad guy here, but uke fucking is. how the fuck did he fall down some stairs just standing wtf ugh. honestly hate this author's choices in uke's character, the supporting characters, and just general mistreatment of seme. seme is expected to be some perfect saint giving up his whole life and panting after the uke no matter what. ugh but premise of the story is basically seme thinks his dick is too big to fuck uke so he keeps holding back while uke keeps trying to seduce him. and wtf when seme reveals his big dick problem to uke, uke says he knows and it's fine. then they start fingering and go pretty fast to sex after that. honestly whole avoidable problem right here. just hated all aspects of this story.

super cute fluffy story. seme falls in love with uke as a child who helped him after he fell. then he sees uke on tv and becomes his fan. they go to same middle school and then seme follows him into same high school. they're never in the same class though so seme stayed a silent fan. actually ppl thought seme was scary and he had some scary rumours about him. one day uke is running from his fans, though he quit acting at 14. he goes into an empty classroom and sees seme there. he's kinda scared, but wants to get away, so hides in it. when the fans come to check the room, seme tells them uke's not there and they leave cuz they're scared of seme. after that they keep meeting in the abandoned classroom and get close. actually uke has this power to see balloons over ppl's heads which tell him how they feel towards him, but it's not really a big part of the story... one day seme pushes uke down to hide him from some girls and then their faces are close and seme can't resist kissing uke. after that things are kinda awkward, and when uke asks him why he did it, uke realizes he can't see seme's balloon anymore. he asks his cousin who also sees balloons why he can't see seme's balloon and his cousin says it's cuz seme must be his destined person. after that there's some misunderstanding between them. like seme thinks uke is avoiding him cuz uke hated the kiss. but uke is just not sure if seme has a gf or not and whether seme kissed him seriously or just on a whim. anyway they clear things up when uke sees seme practising to suicide???????? wtf was that scene though, like seme was going to suicide over this small thing with uke...... but uke says he actually likes seme and didn't hat the kiss. seme confesses back and they kiss and get together. sex in extra after they pass all third year high school exams.

really great story of mature adults falling in love in a realistic way! honestly great in every way except uke smokes..... uke is 32, seme 28. seme works to service the vending machines at uke's work place. uke has had a crush on seme for a while now. they kinda start talking and i guess seme starts seeing something in him too, so hands uke his business card with his personal line contact username on the back. they start talking and planning to eat together and then seme confesses he wants to date for real. uke kinda of hesitates cuz it's his first time dating though he's always known he's gay. then seme thinks uke's not interested and backs off. he also sees uke often paying with his cellphone strap that he says was a gift from someone and seme gets a bit jealous about it. well turns out seme got it for him inadvertently when he gave uke a drink one time and that's why uke treasures it so much. seme was jealous for nothing. really appreciate the slow natural progression of the relationship here.