❀'s manga / #rape first(149)

uke is older adopted brother of seme. he always acted like perfect child for parents who adopted him. seme is younger by 2/3 years and always pranked uke to see his reactions and get attention. then he started kissing uke as a prank and has kept doing that cuz it got the best reaction. now uke is moving out after finishing uni. he wants to get away from seme and wants to stop burdening their parents by living at home. seme is not happy about it and rapes uke. then he basically lets their parents know uke is strugglng living alone and feels indebted to their parents. parents tell uke to come back home or live with seme, he choose living with seme. now they fuck all the time and uke starts liking seme. seme is messed up kinda but he genuinely likes uke and helps uke feel better. cuz it's implied uke was going to suicide after paying parents back for school fees. parents didn't want his money and it's implied he was going to quit his job cuz he had no purpose after that and maybe kill himself. anyway, uke comes around to love sex with seme and love seme for loving him. read the sequel, it's hot sex.

tbh i don't like it. 12yr age gap. teacher x student. seme student is suicidal cuz he's gay and parents found out. uke teacher says he's gay too and understands seme. seme just falls in love with uke right then but apparently later it's hinted he noticed uke even before...... anyway seme rapes uke a bunch of times and somehow uke likes it now and he's gay......... so dumb, i hate them both.

kind of confusing. they used to know each other somehow....like played music together or something, but then they lost contact??? unclear..... now uke is working on set of seme's performance. seme has become famous vocalist. uke goes to a sex party thinking it was a food party. seme saves him from some dude hitting on him, then takes him to the bathroom to fuck uke himself.... kinda of awkward and after that seme keeps coming on to uke though uke says he doesn't like it....but i guess he's coming around. uke is ready to confess his feelings back but seme gets busy with work and uke thinks maybe seme doesn't need him anymore. seme comes and wants to quit but uke says some encouraging things and seme stays doing music.. just w/e plot and sex isn't even that hot. both dudes look the fucking same. so confusing, especially in flashbacks when they both have blond hair......

basically just sex. the story aspect is really lacking. two stories set in this host club. first uke and stalker seme who followed him here from previous job. seme drugs him and fucks him and now he can't get enough. uke somehow falls in love through the sex lol. second is #2 host of this club, cuz uke1 is #1 with seme1's cash money, and a newcomer host. seme pretends to give newcomer lessons to be host but is just having sex with him cuz seme likes him. no clear resolution of them dating.

ugh old school yaoi vibes. they meet at bar and seme tricks uke into going to a hotel together by saying he's a bottom cuz uke only tops. well turns out seme's a top and rapes uke after tying his hands up. they keep having sex and somehow uke falls in love with being a bottom...... idk no plot outside sex. the few scenes outside a hotel room were confusing.... in the end uke is like possessive of seme now and openly flaunts being seme's man....w/e

man i just can't get into any of this author's shit. always the same uke. a rough blond dude. so in this story, seme's been obsessed with uke since kindergarten. seme is like a year or two younger. uke was fat and bright and seme liked him right away. but uke got bullied in grade school and became withdrawn. then he transformed himself during homeschool high school and went on to uni being super outgoing and fakey smiley. uke's asked by a senpai at work to look after the senpai's cousin, seme who is a bit of a loner. uke approaches him but seme is rude and cold. uke doesn't give up his friendly facade even though afterwards he goes to rage in the bathroom lol. then suddenly seme confesses to him and uke is like wtf. he rejects seme but seme is cool with it. later he pulls uke aside and humps him though........ and a bit later, they're on a beach trip due to the club they're in and they both get stranded on a rock after sea levels rise. they share a bit of a moment and then get saved. after that seme keeps approaching uke wanting another answer to his confession i guess. and uke kinda folds and agrees to sex even though he isn't sure about feelings..........wtf and they fuck and somehow uke loves seme now.......... honestly this is why i don't like these stories cuz the feelings make no sense, just out of nowhere and they're fucking.

ugh this author's problem is no relationship progression, just sex and relationship somehow starts cuz they suddenly love each other. anyway, seme finds out uke is abused at home from his bruises. uke says he'll do anything for seme to keep his secret. so seme rapes him........then rapes him some more and uke is like no more, i'll do anything else. and seme's like okay w/e i wasn't going to tell anyone anyway cuz i also have this huge scar from my parents abusing me and now i'm adopted by a rich dude. after that they don't really talk until there's a festival they all go to and the fireworks makes uke think of his abuse or something and seme puts headphones on him and kisses him. and now uke's fucking in love with seme. but seme doesn't come to school for a while and uke keeps thinking about him and returning the headphones. one day seme is looking for his umbrella cuz it's raining. uke shows him where all the old umbrellas were dumped and then confesses to seme. seme is like w/e i don't care and leaves. but then it starts thundering and he goes back cuz he thinks uke will be scared. and uke indeed was. uke is so desperate like omg kiss me hold me and seme is happy to be needed and realizes he doesn't feel disgust holding uke. then second volume, uke's in uni and seme is doing what idk but he's rich lol. seme made uke basically live together with him and forbid him from getting a job. but uke does secretly get a job for 1 night to work an event. turns out it's seme's rich dad's event and seme is there. uke bumps into the dad and dad tells a lot about how much he loves his son lol. then uke goes home and thinks he can't be with seme cuz they're from different worlds and makes a huge drama about leaving to live elsewhere. seme is like wtf but okay cuz he doesn't know what to do i guess. but just as uke is leaving, seme stops him and uke cries asking why seme didn't stop him earlier and saying he still loves see. SO FUCKING DUMB. like talk this shit out instead of just saying you're leaving and wanting him to stop you if he loves you.......wtf honestly. after that uke persuades seme to go talk to his father cuz he can see the dad really loves him. it was just the dad's nasty secretary that planted bad ideas in seme's head thinking his dad only adopted him for his face and shit. so seme speaks with his dad and they get along and seme is pretty happy. and the book ends.

this was cute but kinda meh cuz unbelievable situation lol. uke's always liked akira and changed himself to be friends with akira. akira's always friends with seme and the three of them go out a lot together in high school. now all going to same uni and all still popular. akira suddenly announces to them he's in a serious relationship now and uke is devastated. seme goes to comfort him kinda but also touch him and make him be in a relationship with seme or else he'll reveal uke's crush to akira. seme says i'll make you love me or you can try to make me hate you. thus begins their kinda weird relationship. seme is actually pretty successful at making uke love him cuz he starts acting super attentive and close with uke all the time. uke goes to a mixer trip to annoy seme and seme tags along. he goes in to kiss uke and uke rejects him cuz he's still not sure about feelings and seme thinks he's had enough. he calls akira to pick him up and uke says he's leaving too cuz he's starting to like seme and didn't want things to end awkwardly i guess. they go on a kinda day trip to the beach cuz traffic is so bad. uke comes to terms with his feelings for akira and realizes he likes seme now because seme is so kind to him. he can finally say honestly to akira that he's his best friend. seme sees uke acting all happy with akira and thinks he still loves akira and gives up on uke. starts avoiding him at uni. then a bullying incident involving akira getting made fun of for being gay brings seme back to help protect uke who stood up for akira. uke confesses basically and says he was only looking in love that day cuz he was looking at seme lol. seme can't restrain himself anymore and they go to seme's house to fuck. after that they're kinda in a relationship i guess, uke has some doubts but seme states he's his bf lol.

this is just so fucked up. no love just rape. seme is literally a serial killer.......... honestly wtf. he murders a bunch of ppl to get uke, who's a detective, to come find him. he lets uke shadow him a week and gains uke's trust. then invites him home, drugs him, rapes him, and keeps him captive in his dungeon. meanwhile he kills uke's supervisor and frames the crimes on him.......... literally wtf

two stories. first is desert slave trader who gets captured willingly to save his slaves. he is sent to be "trained" by seme. seme fucks him a lot and gets interested in him. uke hates it but then seme shields him from the dude who captured him when he's trying to stab uke. and somehow that makes uke like seme in return. there's a bit more drama with the evil dude, trying to put a curse on seme, but uke had given seme his protection necklace so seme is fine and the curse backfires on evil dude. just really dumb how it turned from rape and capture to love...... second story is about an alien visiting childhood friends and wanting to see them have sex for research purposes. he gives an aphrodisiac lube to make it happen and then promises to pay half rent to see more. all kinda bs.