❀'s manga / #manhwa(444)

this one makes me conflicted. both characters are very flawed and that's why they broke up. but like i just can't get myself to like them idk.... uke is super selfish and dismissive of seme. just uses him for sex kinda feels like. always out drinking and partying or gaming instead of paying attention to seme. and seme was okay until he fucking randomly dumped uke for nothing?? cuz he says he's always loved uke. and then fucking raped uke. and fucking refused to communicate about shit even when uke came to talk..... like idk how they're still together lol. i guess uke promised to turn over a new leaf but can he so fast.... anyway, main takeaway is hot sex but meh characters. good art but the plot could be stronger.

just pwp. uke has sex with ghost who looks like seme and seme. turns out it was all a plot by seme so he could fuck uke. but now the ghost likes uke and won't leave. so ending is just all three kinda fucking and seme not being happy but the ghost and uke being positive about it lol

kinda crack. uke is a janitor at a university. he likes finding virgin guys and fucking them. but then he meets seme and seme is a super virgin but expects a relationship first. they date and finally uke thinks they will get to fuck. but then he sees seme's ass and thinks his dick will be castrated going in there cuz it's so hard and tight..... so he lets seme fuck him instead. then seme distances himself afterwards cuz he knows uke's reputation for only liking virgins. but uke actually likes seme now. and they get together for real.

i like the misunderstanding angst in this one a lot. but tbh i feel like it wasn't a good conclusion for all that angst. like uke and seme have liked each other since high school. seme actually followed uke to university and then did military service same time as him. uke just liked seme and thought it was all a great coincidence. they actually kissed once when both were drunk during a school trip. uke thought it was a dream and seme was kinda mad uke acted so distant after it. now in uni they are still kinda friends. seme starts being aggressive about being close with uke. uke kinda likes it and takes what he can get to be with seme. for some reason they start a weird physical thing, but then seme backs off and they just date a lot. uke still thinks they might be friends with benefits. then uke agonizes over seme with another girl. but that's just his cousin. then seme agonizes over uke with a girl on a trip..... but that's just uke's sister.... and then all of a sudden seme is filled with rage and explodes at uke. uke is not sure what's going on but kinda gets that seme likes him. so he goes to confess and they get together. this solution to their misunderstandings didn't feel that satisfying tbh. i wanted a more hurtful misunderstanding and maybe a more drawn out conclusion. the pacing of the story is a bit fast at times lol. and then the rest of the story is them being together which is cute. but then seme is kinda overly possessive and controlling. and kinda rapey....

continuation of justice arcade. they are still not dating despite liking each other. uke gives seme a couple blow jobs and hand jobs. then there's another guy fighting for uke for some reason... then they fuck for real and uke says he'll date seme if seme wins judo competition. seme wins and i guess they're dating now..... wtf honestly cuz the story is so bs and the sex aint that good either.

so messed up. they're dating but uke is not happy about how seme prioritizes his sister and won't tell her about their relationship. so he kinda pushes seme away and then gets with the sister who falls in love with him. he tells her he likes her bro, seme but she doesn't really believe him i guess idk. she is delusional and thinks she can change him.... then they divorce cuz ofc she can't change him. and uke goes to be with seme again. they fuck and he sends photos to sis showing seme naked and asleep. sis finally gets what's going on and says she's cutting off seme. seme is sad and goes to talk to sis. she's like homophobic but it's kinda her fault..... anyway in the end uke gets what he wants which is seme all to himself, no more sis in the picture.

messed up shit lol. uke kidnaps seme when he's a kid cuz he thinks seme looks like his deceased son. uke gets caught and goes to prison after years. he comes out and seme is there waiting for him. seme is mad and rapes uke. but turns out uke is happy to be with his son...

they both do judo. seme admired uke for a long time and wrote him letters, giving them to him through uke's mom who was their coach. one day seme approaches uke in person to talk to him, but then causes seme an injury when seme prevents him from a fall. seme quits judo after that and becomes a teacher at his family's dojo. seme comes to teach at this dojo after years and becoming national champion. now they're like 27 and 30 i think, uke being older. seme jerks off to uke after a drunken night and uke sees it. after that they kinda have a sexual relationship. then uke starts liking seme for real. but when he confesses, seme kinda pulls back. uke is like wtf and goes after seme. turns out seme found out from uke's mom that uke quit judo after the injury and now seme blames himself. uke actually wanted to quit judo anyway so he's not mad about it, he's actually kinda glad. and in the end they get together.

lots to say about this story, but a bit tired to say it all. very slow and realistic start. honestly the whole thing felt very realistic, but verging towards a bad way in season 2. seme turned into even more of a raging abusive asshole than he was at the start.... like first it's some enemies to lovers. i don't really understand why uke got so mad about the shit seme said, but this is like the only realistic anger i've seen in a story. very realistic way of talking and cursing at each other. good pacing throughout. but then after they get together, seme is some insecure clingy bitch. he goes off the study abroad, but then gets jealous at every little thing uke does. always thinks uke might have someone else. so fucking paranoid and comes back to korea out of nowhere just to try to catch uke in the act. but uke's not even cheating.... then he fucking tries to rape uke but thank god uke punches him so he backs down. but then uke is the one to apologize first...... and seme does apologize, but his behaviour does not really change much. i mean this is realistic... uke ain't my fav either and i think he can take seme. he's always been kinda a pushover, so maybe this is him being a pushover for seme. he thinks it's all cute when it's fucking scary. like why are they normalizing seme being this way... no commentary on how abusive it is..... and when they fuck seme is kinda raping uke, saying shit like i know what you like even though you're saying no. like wtf why did seme go down this route...... he didn't even seem like a bad guy in the beginning. kinda an asshole but then who isn't in uni... so idk. on one hand very realistic flawed characters. great pacing, slow and they only get together after knowing each other like a year. we see them in the future years out and through the 2.5 years that seme is studying abroad. i just can't really get over seme's rotton personality. i mean that's always been his thing... but it's literally gotten worse as time progresses so idk how to feel about it... another thing that annoys me is how much this author prizes good looks. she keeps harping on about how handsome they are and makes every character admire the main leads' looks. but i love their friend group in uni. so realistic. really great complement to the story of the main couple. argh i'm so conflicted about this. hoping for side stories.