10 years where I loved you the most
I CANT STOP FUCKING CRYING. THIS IS BT FAR THE SADDEST IDC I SERIOUSLY CANT STOP. Lewis deserved so much better. I can’t stop. I read this so quick too in like 1 hour and 30 min but yeah it hit me hard. I’ve genuinely never felt this much pain. I will reread this everyday in April if I must just to commemorate Lewis. I hope I’m his next life he can be happy. And this is by far my favorite book. Nothing will ever top this and idc if I said this about another book previously I will never say this about another book from now on. This is just I can’t. Specifically the letter at the end. I am just a pathetic being that I can’t help but feel sad for wenxu. I’m the end he did try but it was too late. And his letter is so pitiful but in the end he really deserves it. Idk anymore I should stop writing, I keep crying.
Yopparai wa Omou ga Mama ni