how to unsee's manga / #sad(24)

Well im kinda depressed this time soo i tried to read this wow that was short but effing painful imagine grwo8up youve always been together kbaga ur practically soulmates but the other ones is supposed to die on thwyr 18th bday gurlll the pain The gem scene shit now theyr always and forever will be together

Wow im freasking crying rn... Ive been avoiding this manga for like years now since i knew that this is gonna be painful ogeretsu b nmn author alam naa bitch rlly said yarichin bitch club to this wow speechless I cant comprehend what i fell rn since i cant stop crying Tamang tama i was having a full on panic attack before i read this.. Anyways the pain in every cahpter simce i knee whats goin to happen but like aghhhh i cant with this iba ung iyak ko ei parang ung iyaq ko kay yatamomo gravee sarap sumigaw especially nung napagtatnto ko na ending na graveee this still pains me soo bad i wanna cry Ung biglang may pumasok sa buhay mo na di mo aakalain na magbibigay sayu ng kaliwanangan at lakas upang magpatuloy sa buhay grave tas ung tao pa nayon temporary lang na magsastay since i think the role of the ghost guy was to give light to the mcs life and sing again sonce thats what made him love him.... See i freaking crying again i saw this in the comments spitting straight up faxx Ogeretsu Tanaka is my fav author and I will always prise her works, but Lonely to Organdy won a big and very sensitive space in my heart. Maybe it's because of the characters' feelings, maybe it's because it was sad enough for me to love it. Or maybe it's because we want things that reminds us of our past and present lives... In the end, we love things that makes us cry, and call them beautiful if our tears won't stop. And I believe so, I agree. If it makes my heart ache, then it's worth it. Gonna reread this again so i can make a decent comment abt this

Bitter.... Im crying... Atleast they're now free

I'm currently heartbroken rn, my partner is depressed and is now filled with darkness inside of her. Gusto nya namatapos paghihirap nya ngaun. The part when shii is talking to Mari's ashes and telling why did she left her. Broke me, why is suicide real? Why is this even an option? Im scared that we're gonna end up like them. Im scared of grief and loss. Just like what shii is experiencing rn, I think i might end up like her. Idk I'm breakdowning rn. I just want to stop everything and reset.