Yoru To Asa No Uta
this is an older BL thats also pretty controversial tho unlike with Renai Fuyuki Todoki i actually agree with the main criticism here. which is why its 3 stars and not 4 despite me finding it pretty interesting over all. and ofc the art is stunning. just the detail work, the shading and expressive faces? also i gotta shout out the audio CD. like it cuts out some scenes (heresy!!) but the guy who plays Yoru has the most sultry sweet voice. its like somehow masculine and feminine at the same time? and also the way he whine moans "asaiiichii" during the sex scenes is going to haunt my dreams for weeks to come... ANYway the graphic assault that involves Asa and some random guys who have it out for him cause he slapped the wrong guy's sister. is a bit...unnecessary? like its so intense and doesnt really do much for the plot..it DOES change Asa's character to be less of an asshole but idk about this writer using a brutal rape to help Asa reflect on his actions like...unfortunate implications much? im not looking to my porn for ethics but this was just idk it felt very left field and this story coulda been so much more interesting if his internal growth came from something more organic and thoughtul than just a weird scene clearly meant to be kinky and sexy but just...didnt work at all imo. anyway this manga woulda been better without it but i didnt drop it since its interesting enough, the art is great and the ending is pretty decent. luckily it has a sequel series that seems free of scenes like this (im told...). so hopefully i'll like that one more.
Omega wa Pink no Yume wo Miru
Restless Webtoon
short but actually good omegaverse. doesnt traffic in the usual shitty tropes but still clearly exists in the Verse. (decently hot too)
Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu
this was....so stupid lol. but SO serious? like it was so Intense and Dramatic and had those artful panels meant to evoke like this grand thoughtful imagery and deep symbolism and im like....m'am, u just wrote a scene where two dudes had raw sex on a bus seat. like...the amount of DISEASES they both would've caught...so like basically this story hinges on rape, rape and more rape. like again its the kind of Sexy Intense Dubcon rape we see in these kinds of BL stories. but the reasoning for it so...and that ALL their sex scenes happen in the same dirty ass bus...i mean yes i read all of it but because i was like...baffled and curious as to hwo it would work. and ofc this guy managed to magically shove his dick into an asshole that very much did not want to be penetrated without ANY lube or stretching and like...idk how to tell u this author but it legit wouldnt go in, its not that it would it would be Impossible and mans woulda got his dick broken mid way like cmon now lol. like this is offensive yes but i mostly found it...laughable? like i just couldnt take it seriously at all and it was taking itself SO SO seriously. like this bitch didnt just try to write porn but wanted to make it deep but instead of actually making it deep...just makes this. i dont recommend it but i also...dont not recommend it? like its kinda worth it just to read how like absurd it is. the final sex scene is kinda hot too but after WHAT i ask u. (but seriously! a bus! gross!) also the guys reason for blackmailing him and the other ones reason for going along with it and also how this leads to the acceptance of a decade long deferred love (and also how the other dude managed to rape his classmate back in HS in the middle of like a hallway, again without...any prep...and then was like "ugh whatever" and left him there and...MAKE IT MAKE SENSE!)
Siren's Lament
this was so beautiful. i will say more later but please do read it! its full series totally free on webtoon english.
Shigoto Suru Yori Kimi to Netai
sexy and wholesome af. i can say more about it and i prob will some day but for now i say Read It!
My Special Squishy Someone