Akkiixiao's manga / #yaoi(200)

I both adore and loathe this at the same time. I can't quite put my finger on why, but something about it makes me feel uneasy, even though I really like how it ends. I think it’s the desperation that gets to me. I've never loved someone so intensely that I’d go to such extremes for them, and that's probably why it bothers me. I guess that's why I always feel conflicted about people in desperate love. I feel for them, but at the same time, I find it repulsive. I know Seno deserves someone better, and so do Natsuka and Hakushima.

I don’t really believe Matsuba loves Nazuma for Nazuma. Nazuma and Serina look way too similar. Matsuba probably just remembers Serina during sex with Nazuma, and honestly, he should feel guilty about that. If anyone should be struggling, it should be Matsuba for, you know, hooking up with his dead fiancée's younger brother, who looks just like her. (Update: I don’t know, maybe I just don’t fall in love like that. For me, moving on doesn’t feel real. I get that people can see someone for who they are, but you’ll always have that memory of the other person in the back of your mind. It’s like you kind of love them, but there’s always that lingering feeling from the past. I’m just rambling though, it’s a late-night thought. Whatever, I don't really care anymore haha.) --- As for The Bad Student one-shot story, it’s not really my thing. I initially thought he was dating the glasses-wearing homeroom teacher, but nope, turns out it’s the black-haired teacher. And the student with the vibrator in his ass... yeah, they should’ve continued that. I wanna know how it started and how it’s gonna end. Taneda’s interesting, and I’d love to know what the girl thinks every time she sees them together. She probably feels sorry for the other girls who are all simping for him. Update: 03/30 If Matsuba really loved Nazuma for who he is and not just a replacement for his sister, does that mean Matsuba didn’t love the sister that much in the first place? I don’t get how Matsuba could move on from her death and suddenly fall for Nazuma. I need more clarification because I’m just not comfortable with this. I’m not satisfied with how this is playing out.

Love it, but not the possessiveness of Ayato. Still, I love it cause they're cute.