Amelieblt's manga / #mature(21)

I stoped after ch. 11. Ml is a selfish ass. Her first love is in the room next door and he's doing her even tho she clearly doesn't want it. It was okay till then because I thought the plot would become better and he would still respect her boundaries. But it's clearly going for rape in ch. 11. Why is it that there is rape in literally every smut. Can't it just be two people fucking with each others consent? No it always gotta be rape. What the hell!