Then here, I know I'm wrong now. I'm older now so things look different from an outsider's perspective. I was still responding emotionally that time cus again to me it felt unfair on how others were joking around but doesn't get called the same thing. Just idk that now im like that since everything went wrong. I didn't want to just be genuinely pedo, I wanted to fit in and joke around with others because it's how I used to bond with people in the past. As its "mangago humour"
Then here, I know I'm wrong now. I'm older now so things look different from an outsider's perspective. I was still responding emotionally that time cus again to me it felt unfair on how others were joking around but doesn't get called the same thing. Just idk that now im like that since everything went wrong. I didn't want to just be genuinely pedo, I wanted to fit in and joke around with others because it's how I used to bond with people in the past. As its "mangago humour"