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im crying PLSSGGFDHFJG MMM SEXY RIPPED COCK /j

Not to be rude or anything but did you even read the chapters properly? Param literally told Hwi right in front of his face that he felt guilty for what he did. If he didn’t regret it he wouldn’t be feeling guilty. He realized what he did was wrong not because Hwi was “convenient” to him but because he realized he actually liked Hwi and he only liked Mr. Han sexually. He was confused about his feelings and if he just used Hwi for his “convenience” he wouldn’t be crying in the streets saying how he regrets what he did and reflect from his mistakes. He didn’t forget Hwi when he had sex with Mr. Han he was just blocked, pursued, manipulated, and was taken advantage of from Mr Han who knew that Param was not in the right state of mind after knowing what Param saw. You need to try and be in the characters shoes and perspective. You can’t judge Param’s actions when you where never in Param’s shoes. The main reason this ever happened to Param was because of his sex drive meaning he confused his turn ons with his actual feelings about Mr Han. It’s so easy for us to talk and say we would do this and the character is stupid for making a certain mistake but you could have done the same thing as the character too. You can say all you want but in the end your actions could be different.

So you are implying Mr. Han is at fault? I do think he is at fault too but Param fucked everything up. Param knows that Han knew all along but then he still really wanted Han to fuck him. Thats messed up. And now he realizes it at the end? and wanted to go back to Hwi bc he is just confused that it is just sexual attraction all along? I give him props on telling Hwi but he became too greedy and wanted to eat everything in his plate. He became selfish. And it really feels like hwi is just a convenience to him after everything that has done. You cannot blame it all on Param's body condition and rule it out as he got no choice bc he is sensitive bc his mental capacity is still working at the scene inside the car. At that time he still have a choice. Even if he was easily forgiven in this manhua id still call it pure bs. #－.－)

you’re not wrong *Σ( ￣□￣||)

Obviously Mr. Han is at fault too. I never said Param wasn’t doing anything wrong what he did was a stupid mistake. Yes he did want to fuck with Mr Han but he was also at that time where he wasn’t thinking straight because of his feelings and the fight he had with that purple haired bitch. He realized at the end because he knew something was off, he did enjoy being fucked by Mr. Han but he came to his senses and realized what he did. You misunderstood me at the part where I said “sexual attraction” what I meant was he finally realized that he had feelings for Hwi and Param was only interested in Mr. Han for his body and looks. His hard drive confused him into thinking it were feelings. I can understand what Param feels since I’ve never been educated in certain things and had to learn them myself the hard way. For me it was my sexual orientation where I didn’t know what lgbt was. I always confused my feelings to a few friends I had if I liked them or if I was just thankful they could stay with my as friends since I was the “misfit” of my class but it was hard for me and my feelings just went everywhere blinding me and I just cried. I don’t necessarily need to be in Param’s shoes to understand him. Even if my situation wasn’t about sex like Param’s in some ways my situation was similar. Like I said a convenience would be something to benefit you. Hwi only helped him with controlling his sex drive and comforting him but other than which I don’t see that convenience. If it was just for sex he could find another and Param wasn’t just a guy that craves sex because of his sex drive he likes people too. Why would someone cry about a body trainer that just helped you with your sex drive? Because Param’s feelings were genuine. I do agree with you that Param was selfish but he was unconscious about it he only realized in the last few episodes. Would you have rather for the story to take more than 20 chapters for the characters to make up or see mc realize his actions were wrong and reflect with them and communicate with Hwi because they have a good and healthy communication? Sorry that it’s long (￣∇￣")

Actually yeah i would want Param to really see everything first before him and Hwi settle. His greed and selfishness go way beyond reason and what infuriates me the most is he knows everything. I already considered him and Hwi in dating stage since he accepted the offer of Hwi to date him but then he did what he did. That's what throw me off of the boat. In real life it takes a lot more to actually learn and you will not learn about something if you won't help yourself. That's what I'm hoping for in this manhua. I want Param to have a more meaningful and healthy self reflection rather than having a pure fantasy and fairy tale like self reflection.

P.S it takes a ton of bravery of accepting your own sexual orientation. even if you don't know me. if it helps even just for a little. i am like you too. rather than saying im sorry that you had to live that experience i would like to say that i am proud of you!

I agree with you on the terms of Param being selfish and greedy but the author might of wanted to show a relationship being built healthy with communication since in most manhwas the main characters have all this drama when they could have fix their relationship a long time ago. The story will most likely go like this:
Hwi and Param are happy now in a relationship but their relationship will have its up and downs firstly because Mr. Han wants to get in the way, Param’s old friend came out of nowhere, etc. So as time passes by in Hwi and Param’s relationship Param will learn little by little to understand and reflect his mistakes and doing his best to fix them with the help of Hwi.

P.S: Thank you so much for your kind words

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