Idk, someone asked me recently, do you have a crush on someone? I kinda thought about it... and no. It’s not like i have any hard standards (that our relationship helps to grow and better both of us as an individual), i don’t really care about appearence, and it’s just kind more like I don’t let anyone that far into my emotional state. i think its kinda weird as i am a 16 year old in a highschool who is not remotely obsessed with purity or something.
I’ve always been the one in my friend group that seems emotionally stable and responsible (hence my nickname mom), which i know is not entirely the case. I’ve never opened up about my jumbled mess of a mind to anyone, not even to my best friend, or my parents. It’s just quietly simmering there. I don’t think I can currently trust anyone with that much personal vulnerability, and I know that isn’t a good thing, the only thing keeping me stable is self reflecting. I really do want a relationship with someone that helps me open up to people, but right now all of the people I’m friendly with aren’t really... mature enough to understand my weirdly contradictory mental thoughts, and idk. How should I open up to others more?
its not weird for me at least bcs i live in a world where someone u like doesnt exist in a real life even though world turn upside down todoroki will never be by side.. wait.. does this count as a crush?
I know what u mean... 18 yo and the same as you, never had a boyfriend and never thought of having one (more like there's no one that picked my interest even if I don't mind appearance and my standards are not high).There are 2 sides of me, my friends only know my happy and calm side and not the sad and insecure one... And I don't plan of showing them
Idk if I want to let them see my weak part, it's not like I don't trust them it's just that I don't wanna appear.. Weak(?)
Well I don't think it's a problem, I just wanna show them my best and make them proud of me. Oh but I know for sure that they will accept me even if I'm weak and insecure
I'm sorry it's not an answer but I hope it can help you(￣∇￣")
Thank you ^v^. It gives me at least some relief that someone thinks somewhat the way I do. It really is comforting, thank you so much :). I hope you the best .
XD thank you. i wish you the best and that you find someone that treates you well :)
I don’t remember who was seme or uke, but there was a yaoi manga where one guy was an adult and had a job as a teacher(substitute teacher), while the other was an average highschooler. The highschooler fell in love with the teacher guy(who looked really young and smoked i think) but in order to have their relationship the student lied and said they were 21 or 22. They were dating, and they had a good relationship, but then one day the teacher ended up in the students class as a sub teacher(of a single subject?) and found out the student lied about their age. I think the teacher tried to break up with the student but the student didn’t want that.
That’s all i remember, any idea which manga it was?
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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ano_kado_wo_magatta_tokoro/
Above, an anonymous has found the manga you were searching for!
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hito_ni_ienai_aidagara_yukimura/
Thank you :D