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Is it just me who is experiencing lag in mangago? Like the chapters doesn't load as fast as before. It takes me 30 minutes to 1 hour to load 1 chapter. I tried changing my internet and it's still the same. I thought maybe it's my device that's the problem so I tried opening my account to other devices and it's still slow. Is it just me?? I'm so worried coz reading mangas in this website has always been a comfort for me and now I can't even do that

So i found this story on facebook. Someone posted its summary and i really wanna read t but they don't know the sauce.

Its an old manga they said. The Uke has unrequited love with seme. They're childhood friends. The seme notices the ukes feelings as they grow up, he thought that it'll eventually pass by. The seme is bisexual. So one day the seme is talking with his friends abt the uke and he said something like "i hope his feelings for me wil be gone coz whenever im in a relationship, i always have to pay attention to his feelings" something like that. and then the uke heard it and ran away. and he start to become cold to the seme and he avoided him. Then one day, the seme tried to speak to the uke and the uke decided to confess his feelings and he said something like "i like you. you're the light in my dark world but now i feel like u'
became the dark world that im living in. I won't bother you anymore." something like that and the uke left him. He didn't follow the uke coz he thought its for the best. But he can't get the uke out of his head. He regret that he didn't follow him that day and he realized that he likes him but its too late. and then after so many years he saw the uke again coming out of a hotel with a man. He decided to stalk him and he got pissed and jealous so he decided to kidnap the uke and kept him at his home

I HOPE U HELP ME FIND THE SAUCE