"eeeh.......emmmm" *while staring* "WooOOOooW .... so that's how.....amazing ........ it must hurt AF.... it's already really painful when i have a big sh*t...... but they just put all that......... all my respect to the ukes (so brave) "
Well, I can't really say I had a strong reaction because in the process of learning about yaoi, I first started with the soft core stuff first where there's hugs and kisses and censored sex scenes. That already kinda prepared me for the hardcore stuff so when I read legit uncensored yaoi for the first time, it's like MEhhh, I've already seen this........
My hand went straight into my pants.
my reaction: "woow that disgusting!!" ( ̄∇ ̄") *still staring intensely "is that good?" (⊙…⊙ ) *hooked* *curious* "wow...nice abs" Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)*interested* "heh... what a nice face. sexy..." (● ̄(エ) ̄●) *horny "shit..." (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ *feels guilty *self reflection "fuck off... lets find another sexy yaoi manga ლ(´ڡ......
I first reading Ai to yokubou wa gakuen de (cause i just wanna try reading some manga from the A) (⌒▽⌒) and that was quite sexy but there's sensor around you know where. So i try another manga. Until i find one without sensor andddd i was quite shock. I mean, how, just how did the mangaka draw such a sexy and reeeallyyy detailed man? I mean, ......
How has Yaoi improved my life.... Hmm. Well, it gave me more spice in my life, like my life now actually had a meaning as stupid as that sounds.. But yeah. I was really badly depressed, I was getting bullied at school and I had nearly no friends. I had almost given up on life. But now I'm glad I didn't, because then I discovered Yaoi, and something......
Nope, yaoi have not improved any aspect of my life, whatsoever. But it did improve my perverseness... just to let you know. ԅ(,,´﹃`,,*ԅ)
Well, yaoi made me more understanding and accepting, I understood love instead of rejecting it Accepting all kinds of people and having more POVs I feel wise It made me reckless, to do what I want whenever and wherever I wanted Not caring about what others might say, not caring about society's look on me And ahem yaoi increased my delusions by 1......
I felt guilty as if I was committing a sin, I thought what if someone walks into the room and sees me while reading it. and scared that it could affect my personality in a bad way. I learned in time that not to give a damn about this fears ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I love reading romance and I think the emotions in yaoi is far deeper than shoujo's.
Well, most of my friends are too perverted to have taken 50 Shades seriously (if that makes sense). I think you have to be pretty vanilla or inexperienced to be turned on by that. Additionally, I think it's poorly written and the characters are unlikeable. But I enjoyed it when people made fun of the book. I think I've read the whole ting through b......
A few years ago when it first got really popular, I remember the fandom I was in on Tumblr at the time started hating it. I'd see posts about the goddess or weird sex lines, and the tampon scenes. I tried to read it, but just couldn't get into it. I'm very neutral on it. I felt like a stranger in that sense, since most people either hate it or love......
How did you react to your first really detailed yaoi scenes?