It all started randomly I was 250lbs (And a huge lover of food [like hardcore lover])but I wasn’t happy of how I looked or how I felt. I would be out of Breath all the time and I just felt like I was drowning myself in my own fat. One day I went out to eat at a restaurant and I don’t know why ..but I suddenly didn’t feel hungry ..I just felt ......
Hey, I'm a female, I'm 19 years old and I'm an Architecture student. I started reading... no, not reading. Actually just taking a peek of a shounen ai manga 2 years ago. I legit hated yaoi before, to be honest. Wait- "hate" is an understatement. I loathed it. But I was in denial and I was always in a constant battle with my inner fujoshi so I tried......
I cried endlessly for cesare, I mean this man, this poor boy's soul, was outed since his birth by everyone the only person who unconditionally loved his was his mother and she died in his arms.
With every backstabbing and bullshit Cesare encountered I'm not surprised darkness encroached him to that extent. I just cried, knowing deep down his soul of an anguished child was hurting.
If there's anyone I hate in this it's Chiaro. I mean really even of you couldn't return his feelings you're just gonna abandon him, let his demons consume this soul and then bang his sister? Then he wants to pretend like he doesn't know shit, "you weren't like this before", no shit really after you betrayed him?
Even after Machiavelli straight up told him he shouldn't have left him and Cesare's situation resulted to be his fault.
Lucreztia fell in "love" way to damn fast for me to believe, she even said it herself "help me forget these feelings" or something alike. Chiaro was her rebound. It hurt that she forgot about the strong love she had for Cesare and told him to go to hell. Cesare cared for her, can you imagine the pain after even your sister condems you?
And can somebody give Volpe a little love? Lol He was a straight up badass day in and day out, he saw through the bullshit, and understood Cesare's soul. I swear everytime he got angry at Chiaro I was right there with him. That man would go to the pits of hell for Cesare. That is loyalty. Though the person who deserves the most love is Cesare, I feel his demonic possession could have been avoided.
Couldn't help to think of AC the game and compare lol After having played it I only knew a hateful Cesare, but after reading Cantarella I know a new side of this character and I love it!
24 turning 25 soon and still virgin. At this point, i call it getting to know myself and embracing/enjoying single life. I am one and done kind of gal. I have mastered patience and dodging. Finding the right one takes long long time. You waited this long for a reason although good luck with your adventures. Sometimes i try to tell myself to try ......
What is the most disturbing thing you ever saw part 2