I don't really understand your problem... Coz from what you said, i don't see any problems with you loving him. Maybe give me some more details? Like what's your relationship with him and such. Maybe i can help with some advice if you tell me yor whole story, and you know, sometimes even just telling it can help a bit.
I'm with SpookyKaen on that one. Please be careful! I have met waaay too many predators online and some don't show their true character until months in. They have some extreme dedication! It may not seem like it's not going to happen but it does happen often. Things I've noticed based on my experience is that 1) they ask a lot of questions so they ......
Hello! I'm just here to tell you that if you'll be talking to people online always remember to be safe! Don't give out your personal information like your address or anything to specific. Having online friends is great, but you should always be careful. There's some bad people online sadly :( Good luck!! (●'◡'●)ﾉ
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