my, this is how realistic historical setting works and psychology of a tyrant emperor whose first time experiencing love.
i've seen worst of this, if anyone knows about the danmei chinese novel "rebirth: degenerate slave abuses tyrant" you'll know what i mean. it's also a great recommendation for you if u love deep shit psychological historical genre like me.
pft. I guess this is another start of stockholm syndrome. Joseph is so dumb, that guy Glen beIN all touchy when u only just met him, the normal reaction was the he creeped out or like hesitate buT THIS DUDE- you just saw how creep he is but like whateva he's hot yandere it's ol good. No bOI IT ISN'T
The way she thinks is really just like me, pretty sure I'm not the only one who can relate. But when a good looking guy suddenly talks to me, I feel beautiful and I felt like I'm in a shojou but then I'll immediately feel conscious about my feelings and shut my thoughts up by saying i'm so pretentious, you're so ugly, stop feeling flattered that's disgusting. Yeah just wanna share lol, I ended up having feelings for the good looking guy anyways but in the end. of course, I'm not a heroine.
the comment section is full of spoilers, this is a spoiler too lol
THE ENDING
there are 2 dimensions, one is where chun young dies, two is where mc begs the author to resurrect chun young but their memories of dan i will be erased.
1. she will be forgotten by everyone except ji ho
2. chun young dies bc he saved dan i
3 the dimension where chun young dies will remain to exist
4. even tho chun young forgotten everything about dan i, he will fall in love with her for the second time.
the 4 and 2 are the reason why i think chun young deserves to be the ml, also we got a lot of screen time between her and chun young. i'm so depressed rn that sometimes whenever i do things i will remeber this and tears up out of nowhere- *chokes* eVEN NOW-
the reason 4 guys, just means his heart always and will belong to her im so so so sad.
and imagine the dimension where chun young dies... i cANT OK I CANT AHH
spoiler link, part where ji ho got jealous of iruda and eunhyung got a premonition about the 2 falling in love with dan i
https://www.wattpad.com/889872684-inso%27s-law-spoiler-spoiler-chapter-70-1/page/2?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=YukiMari_UwU&wp_originator=3bi7KKvqGXyI7TIH5cMPMwxHn6kDkYwkbSrjaRkIIpv6wcEacjMZUmNjqXlTfrJ1x4Nqd9oOOt6FgtXyMDPyy3XKmYIH4Cf8uuv5bqoLJrJajhqJmONnE5mlXbvvWrbo&_branch_match_id=803310308102445881
happy moment of ones future? so ig the chris guy is happy to have sex with our seme hahahahah