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hahahaha ummn where can i saw a stove like thag hahahaha
ooof this is the best scene hahahA
love this pls dont end this early
U know im just gonna tell u guys how i feel cuz i cant tell anyone about
Im so lonely, i had my dreams, i dream to be a great writer or a manga artist, i dream to go to japan with my only friend but now were apart shes at u.s. now
I feel lonely not because i dont have alots of friends but im lonely cuz i feel like im invisible that no one can see my worth
Only my only friend understand what i feel
My parent and grandparents only love my cousin which is the son of the sister of my mom
He is way better than me, he is smart but he is still childish even tho he is already 20...
He became gay because of his adviser which is really gay and then when i feel like something went off that the way they look to each other is different , i tell my mom and grandma about it but they have a blind spot because of the fake smiles and kindness of the teach
And then when the vacation comes this pandemic
All of the truth came out that they have a secret relationship and they didnt believe me
You know why i tell them, because i dont want my cousin to get hurt because i love him as my brother
And then that gay teach just dump him and play hard to get and still hes crying infront of me and asking why mee!!
If only they believe me, if only they hear me out
And now they are calling me to take all the stress out of him because of the what if he commit suicide
But how about me? Do they even notice me
Do they think what if i die because of stress they throwing me
I wanna die from jumping to a tall building but i have my dreams how ....
How can i stay possitive if they suffocate me ... i cant even forget about my past
They think that im a lil girl who doesnt know anything, a girl that always put smiles on her face but nooo!! All of it is just my mask that i dream
I just pretend just to make you all happy i want everyone not to think about the dark reality... i want you to look at me and see my worth
I want you all to know that im not innocent kid who dont know what trauma is...im a girl with a grown ups thoughts
I hate thinking of having those bad thoughts or getting angry to them cuz i love them so much that if they look at me in the eyes telling me they loved me so much i ....i cant help but not think about getting angry to them ....it touched my heart when they tell me those words and thats my weakness like all of the heroes they all have weaknesses and thats mine
I’m just like you.Trying to make everyone happy is exhausting. I also wanted my parents attention , I gave up tho. No matter what I did, they never told me how proud they were or “I love you”. Your not alone my friend hope you know that
Darling, remember, you live for you and you alone, do as you please. It’s irresponsible that your family just dumped ur cousins issues onto you. It’s only natural you’d feel as if ur suffocating if they only come to u under circumstances like this. Honestly though, it seems to me that Your contradicting feelings towards your family are eating away at you. Try having a heart to heart moment with urself to really understand what ur feeling and where it’s coming from. Once you understand urself well enough, maybe try talking to ur family about how you feel towards their treatment towards you.
were tired but no one sees it right
they just look at us like everythings okay
let it out here if you still need someone to hear you out im hear for you
thank you for that
it make me felt so warm
i will remember this
u know i wanted to have a love story like in some manhwas the i red
thosw kind of guy thay will never live when your gone
but what is love?? how does it feel?
in my high school days my life is like some kind of kdarama series
when i was in grade 8 i started to make friends and forget about being a loner so theirs this group that is very lively and i love them cuz they love anime too
so i join their group and we all make a happy memories but....this guy named allenson hes ummmm i have a crush on him when we are in grade 7 and we totally ignore each other and were so awkward but when i found this guy named ichiro.....hes a half japanese half filipino , in our group were the one who are really close to each other cuz we are really have almost the same vibe, we both love anime, we laugh like theirs no one else around us and i share some of my problems to him
then theirs this day that we watch movie in class
the movie is scary so
im sitting at the left side, our friend that really hates scary thing sit at the meddle and ichiro sits at the right side
while we are all scared ichiro grab my hand like theirs no one in between as so im in shock and i cant think straight that day
but when my hand get sweaty i took my hands back to me and just put my hands to the shoulder of my friend in the meddle but this ichiro guy still make an excuse
he saw a mark of liquid eraser to my hand and look at it like hes interested to it but he suddenly took my hands back to his lap and hold it
like whaaaat!! so i just enjoy it ahemm hehe
but someone caught as holding hands and mistook of us being lover so i blushes and took my hands
after that day i cant forget about that day and fall for him but.... after that day he suddenly ignore me and act highly when he knew that i have a crush on him
so i felt really angry and act the same way
but allenson the guy i like last year comfort me with my other friends
and i just forget about how o felt to that ichiro
how can he think so high if im the one whose the first time having a crush on him..
oh no one likes him in romantic way ...only me
yeah be a yandere
u will no longer feel the pain if ur already numb
so just make them felt the same pain that tge old u felt
make them pay
whatever it cost make tge besT REVENGE
WEN NIANNIAN
That's literally the worst advice I have ever read. But I agree of having them feeling pain by being ignoring them.