
Kinda glad Iltak is as shitty of a person as the red head since you don't feel that bad when he's causing all these issues for himself. I still feel bad for him for being the victim, but a lot of shit he's going through wouldn't be happening if he didnt act like that, so it's easier to stomach. Hoonie was just a loser so reading suicide boy made me feel so bad for him constantly lol

I guess even the ending is vague asf and left for interpretation, like the entire manga up to that point. Technically there's evidence for both Hashi surviving, while the "honest" part of him dies and Hashi dying literally, but it's very much open to interpretation. Tamaki exhausted over the railing, the flowers in an empty hospital room, sending his art to a publishing company so he gets noticed, Hanas comment, Tamaki and Hana talking about how Hashi used to be. Even Hanas comment how it's better to be unable to lie rather than disappearing completely could be taken as a comment on all of the patients rather than just Hashi himself. Though my personal interpretation is: surgery succeeds, what Hashi says is sincere, this time it isn't forced by his illness but of his own volition, a last sincere thought before he "disappears".

Just a heads up to anyone reading this expecting it to be a standard BL manhwa, either change your perspective or stop reading, this author usually heavily focuses on humor and everything else to the story is largely secondary. This really is just a gag manhwa with gay undertones and authors fetishes, reading it as anything else will give you brain damage.
If you're expecting some nuance or character development, it won't happen, everything is just setups for new jokes.
bro got his prostate on backwards