harada has fucked up my sense of morals big time
Fiction really shouldn't mess up your sense of morals. Not to stick my nose where it shouldn't be, but if fiction, especially dark novels like Harada's effect your real life morals, I suggest you to either stop or learn how to keep your morals separate from fiction. Not trying to offend anybody. It's completely fine for you to like the story as long as you understand it's fiction and not reality. In that case, I would have misunderstood your comment.
can i just say that escape journey is ruining my life? i mean the characters are perfect and i love them to bits!!
...plus the sex scenes are spoicyyyy⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄