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I mean as long as Lyle doesn't hate it??
Bro just wanted to propose in peace

So, I was looking at the spread, and considering the question Anya asked was about forming a friendship with Damien, this looks like it was the Compatiblity Relationship Spread. There are different meanings on this spread form, but I am mostly going off of what Anya was inquring about.

1st card is Anya's Desire
Death:
This card usually represents the end of one cycle and the beginning of a next, so I would assume it means that Anya is looking for a change in the relationship between her and Damien and is hoping that their time of not getting along would stop and they can finally become friends.

2nd card is Damien's Desire
Ten of Pentacles:
This card represents the final results of hard work, so in his case. He is more concern with working hard and making his father proud of him. He wants his father to recongize him and also show that he can be everything his father expects and more, so since this is coming out in the spread, it could mean that in order to gain friendship, Anya might need to appeal to this side of Damien and show him support and let him know that he's doing well even if his father doesn't say anything. She kind of did that by saying that his mom loves him, so she is going through that step in reaching his desire.

3rd card is the Theme of this relatonship
Three of Heats:
This card represents a breakup or betryal, it usually means heartache for a lack of better words. So considering it's position, I would say that this is saying that the main theme of their relationship together is one of a lot of going back a forth like a rollercoaster. Kind of like the hot and cold type of relationship. More than likely because what Damien is feeling is pretty geninue in him liking Anya and also him apperciating, despite not showing, those moments where she says nice things and actually makes him feel good. In Anya's case, she just sees this as a mission and I think she's too young to realize that trying to be someone's friend without truly caring can really hurt someone's feelings, especially if everything about the Forger family comes to light some day. So this particular relationship is one of heartache if not treated correctly.

4th card is The Challange
Four of Cups:
This card usually means that someone is longing for something more. In other words, the way life is at the moment isn't enough, they want more and they are craving for their life to not be stagnet anymore. If I had to guess this is probably about Damien and how he craves love from his family. He is a rich kid, and in everyone's eyes he wants for nothing. He's talented, smart, rich, what more could he want in life when he seems to have it all. In reality he is miserable, all the money in the world can't give him what he wants which is his family's love. That is the challenge in this relationship, is Anya possibly helping him gain what he truly desires.

5th card is the Emotional Compatiblity
Ace of Cups Reversed:
This card usually represents the overflowing feeling of love and positivity, but in the reversed position, it means that there are too much distraction for love to flow. It's become stagnet and things are not moving as they should. So in this situation, I would say that their compatibility at this moment is not very good, but if they can focus on what's infront of them and not the world around, then they can be pretty compatible.

6th card is Physical Compatiblity
The Star Reversed:
The star talks about divinity and being of a high union, but since it's reversed it actually means being clumsy, which in this case they are kids and yeah if we see how they act with each other they are pretty clumsy in how they react and handle situations.

7th card is Mental Compatiblity
Three of Wands Reversed:
It means balanced that makes you feel more optomistic but it's reversed, so there is a lot of negative thoughts here. Which once again makes sense, he may like her, but won't admit it to himself or anyone, and she doesn't understand he likes her and has a tedency of misunderstanding things.

That is the reading I got. Thank you if you read all that lol

oh my fucking god these gays. JUST TALK! HOW HARD IS IT TO EXCHANGE A FEW FUCKING WORDS WITH THE PERSON YOU ARE DATING

Besides the tense feelings, this is like the first cowgirl position (at least to my knowledge) where 1. The seme doesn't say “ur doing terrible” and takes back control and 2. The seme comes from just the uke in cowgirl

dAESHIK IS ACTUALLY MY FAVE HERE AND YOHAN IS SUCH A BABI

Im glad that she is smart. Usually if they show unfavorable future, they avoid it at all cost. In this case she knows that its different based on different actions. Why did I keep postponing this nice ass story. I read this since 6 am in one setting (with occasional breaks) its almost 10 am now hahaha

this was beautoful i loved the ending and I cried sO MUCH AHAHHA THE DAD AND THE GUYS REACting ott he carrying MADE ME CACKLE Out lOUD

Re-reading this again, makes me wonder, what if athanasia decided to not gain claude's favor???

Am I the only one who actually like the fact that they deleted the past chapters in exchange for a high quality one? Yes it can get annoying but I'm willing to wait and grateful enough that I could read this for free. Guess I'm just a patient person

Is this story worth reading?? I’ve been trying to get back into these type of manwahs.
If anyone had recommendations similar to Who Made Me a Princess and Death Is The Only Ending For The Villainess, I would really appreciate it!!

“I did that to her” BRUHHHH THEY WERE GOING AT IT

I came to the comments to check if this was worth reading. I went back 20 pages and all I see is people discussing soap....

Wanna be famous???
Do cringey stuffs, show some ass
Not flaunting this site

They both have such great friends XD Doori's friend letting Doori cry all over him and Noah's friend cleaning up Noah and his apartment

The fact that so many people reading this don't know what psychological horror is and how SH's mental illness developed from abuse that he suffered as a child...

NK plays a very important role in SH's life, for he is the person who will teach him how to express emotions, and quite frankly, how to be human. NK is a strong character, he endures all the suffering and abuse he's being inflicted on by a man who has never known affection and is confused by his feelings for NK. SH had a full on panic attack when he realized he had punished NK wrongfully after finding out that he didn't run away and was actually kidnapped.

I know many readers only focus on the rape and abuse and use that to talk badly about this story, but if anything, this manhwa realistically depicts social ranks of that era and also showcases a form of severe mental illness caused by childhood trauma and what effects it has on the mind and body of the grown adult, as well as his ability to socialize. SH grew up to become a sociopath and his relationship with NK is slowly teaching him what is actually right and what is wrong. Mr. Kim is also one of the key characters in SH's life, but unlike NK who has to deal with SH's temper physically, Mr. Kim acts more like SH's advisor in that he continuously gives him subtle clues on how he *should* act upon his feelings in a more rational way. Sometimes he listens to him, other times he's so blinded by rage that it's impossible for him. Nonetheless, he has become more likely to follow Mr. Kim's advice as of lately.

It would be wrong to view this story as purely BL/yaoi. If you're only here for the smut, I'm sorry to inform you that there's actual plot here :) but alas, I'm just rambling a little because this story fascinates me so much from a psychological standpoint.

A piece of advice I'd like to give to fellow BL enthusiasts:
If you start reading something and it contains scenes that make you uncomfortable, immediately stop. Idc if you find the art mesmerizing or if the main characters are hot.... just drop it immediately, tell yourself "this isn't my genre of preference" and move on. No need to ruin it for others.

EDIT:

I wanna add to this that I'm against romanticizing such relationships irl!!! The social ranks might be depicted realistically, but the relationship between SH and NK is anything but realistic, I hope readers who support this story also understand this and won't use it as some kind of f*cked up example for justifying abuse. What SH is doing to NK is WRONG. The whole point of the story is about how his behavior is wrong. Hence the label "sociopath". Sociopaths don't understand the flaws in their harmful behavior. I'm very curious to see how this story develops and if the author plans on showing us SH's healing process (aka what yall call "character development" haha).

Well that plan failed quickly.. lol poor king brother haha

I really hate it when in yaoi they say stuff like "oh how are you gonna be with a woman after this bluh bluh bluh"
I feel like they are totally invalidating bi men
Ofcourse There is a difference between loving a man and a woman and some people may prefer one to the other
But that doesn't mean everyone would be "unable" to do it
It's like sayin someone cant be gay after he slept with a woman

Again I'm not talking about this one I know he is gay (which the damn duke should know too) it genuinely piss me off

Not to be rude to main girl but damn she good at running away

I mean, there are different types of affection.
If he views that bird as his emotional support animal, to whom he can confide himself to, he would naturally end up feeling affection for it and might get possessive over that established master-pet bond. Affection doesn't need to be romantic.
That and they are in a warzone. So being possessive and jealous of others who could potentially take away that little ray of sunshine, who allows him to relax and express himself freely, is expected. She isn't a soldier. She is a bird.
A very bright bird that interacts with him willingly. She is there with him because she wants to! A bird who could fly away and never return since she is chained by no human-constructed social, moral, or ethical obligations!
He is the chosen one. The chosen master of this genius of a bird.
It will undoubtedly make him feel special and loved. And although I've never been on a battlefield, I think I would crave for these little moments where my rank and mission weren't of any importance for me to feel needed and appreciated.