
I feel like I could write a 10-page, MLA format, 1" margins, Times New Roman research paper on how much I enjoyed this.
1. The art
2. The compelling plot
3. The revelation that they're both very weird, yet still accepted one another
4. THE SMUT (Thank you, Rose Scans lol)
5. The subversion
I think this is honestly one of the most seat-gripping plots I've read in a while. I truly feel like they could've continued this into another season, but I'm nonetheless happy with how it ended.

I shouldn't be, but I'm surprised by the amount of people that didn't know males could squirt. It's a common misconception that it's just piss. True, it's MOSTLY piss lol, but it's a strange combination of semen and piss that can be caused by stimulation from the front or the back.
How do I know...? Don't ask questions you don't want the answer to (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

I do like Dan, and I've read BJ Alex, but why is there a common theme among this author of a decent, demure person falling in love with an absolute trashbag of a man? It took 40 chapters to see Ol' Meanbutt even show a SHRED of the concept of consent - and it was cause he was drunk! Like???
P.S. If I have hear Dan apologize to Captain Cumsock for one more obvious transgression against his person, I'm gonna lose my marbles (⊙…⊙ )

I like it, but I might have to drop it. I'm incredibly tired of the insuffrerably-nervous-but-somehow-still-an-asshole-bottom trope. It took me 10 chapters to not be absolutely tired of the MC. Like, I get the desire to want to have a proper relationship, but the way he's going about it is all wrong. You claimed to want a proper relationship, yet were shallow enough to dump a guy for having a small dick...over text, slept with a nice guy drunk, ignored said guy, then tried to rush headfirst into a new relationship to save face. I just want a bottom who isn't insufferable... ╥﹏╥

I don't think the MC is shallow, I think he's young and lacks the terminology and understanding to properly convey what he's feeling. The reason it didn't work out with his past boyfriends is because they were selfish, condescending and lacked empathy and consideration (in bed and during the relationship-> see chapter 5).
However, people often have issues with identifying the proper problem when it comes to sensitive/taboo topics such as sex. Part of the reason is most people aren't taught how to have a constructive conversation around these topics and often avoid talking about them out of fear of embarrassment, shame, or just hurting other peoples' feelings. Therefore we get situations like this one, instead of identifying the problem for what it is; technique and lack of consideration. The mc grips onto the socially accepted excuse of 'small dicks = bad at sex.'
Avoiding the person he slept with falls into the same category. Most people find the act of sex and just being naked a very intimate experience (for many, they only partake in this experience with a limited # of people (a lot of ppl also require an emotional component as well)). Therefore, when someone engages in a one-night stand or sleeps with someone unintentionally, they may experience awkwardness, embarrassment, shame, etc (especially if it is their 1st time having a one-night stand). It's the 'ahh, that person has seen me naked' response. Honestly, it's a normal part of being human. Some people are fine with it while others struggle, and it all depends on their culture, background, upbringing, and self-esteem.
All right. I made it to Ch.41 before I finally gave up. The only sane one is the best friend and 9 times out of 10, MC would turn his back on his friend to be unreasonably downbad for ML.
I have a particular disdain for BL that rely on miscommunication as a running plot point, because it
1. is rarely done effectively
2. drags out the plot for an insanely long and frustrating time
Next to that is the fact that you thought this man was gonna kill you, yet you were so blinded by your obesession that you allowed yourself to not only be alone but also intimate with him. Then, when you finally realize he's not out to get you, you still continue to lie??? He already had your tea the minute he picked up your phone, girl! (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
I tried to get over how normal the author tried to make a 7-year stalker and overly-possesive reverse stalker, but it just kept getting worse...
I genuinely just want a side story and just for the best friend, cause he was sexy, reliable and deserved better than what he was given.