So I'm gonna fck you up. The title is 10 years where I loved you most. That's when I realized after re-reading the manhua multiple times, Wenxu stopped loving Zhishu after the 10th year of their relationship. He cheated in the 11th year. I think the things he said in the letter was not out of love but guilt. One proof is that he mentioned that it was alright if Zhishu got hurt as long as he wasn't the one who caused it. (Forgot which chapter) Nasayangan lang ang pota sa tagal ng pinagsamahan nila di dahil mahal niya pa. Well, fck you for the 6th time Wenxu. Some said that in the novel, he committed suicide after realizing Zhishu will never come back. Good for you fcker but I don't like suicide so nevermind what I said.
Me thinking that the next chapter would be wholesome then this is what I read: